September 17th, 2011

10:22pm

Hey Lady,
Omg what a day.  Am so thankful that the painting is over and things can go back to normal.  My period is still here and in full swing so I'm thankful also that I can finally go back to my normal schedule of sleep.  I was actually having a good dream this morning when I woke up but I can't remember what happened!  So, I heard this song yesterday while I was painting and I thought it was perfect for you.  So, here it is:

Can't Let Go by Landon Pigg
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V1:
Well you're the closest thing I have
To bring up in a conversation
About a love that didn't last
But I could never call you mine
Cause I could never call myself yours
And if we were really meant to be
Well then we justify destiny
It's not that our love died
Just never really bloomed

Chorus:
Well I can't let go
No, I can't let go of you
You're holding me back without even trying to.
I can't let go
I can't move on from the past
Without lifting a finger
You're holding me back.

V2:
And then we saw our paths diverge
And I guess I felt ok about it
Until you got with another man,
And then I couldn't understand
Why it bothered me so.
How we didn't die we just
Never had a chance to grow.

*chorus*

Hook:
And it might not make much sense
To you or any of my friends
Though somehow still you affect the
Things I do.
And you can't lose what you never had
I don't understand why I feel sad
every time I see you out with someone new

I can't let go
No, I can't let go
No, I can't let go of you

*chorus*

I can't let go
No, I can't let go of you
You're holding me back without even
Trying to
I can't move on from the past.
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So, what do you think?  As soon as I heard of it I thought, wow.

Okay so, you know how you love Instant Star?  Ugh I feel like I've written that before (and I just found where I did, lol).  Anyhow, I decided that when I'm done with these new people I am going to go back to all my old favorite characters and say what I imagine happened.  Okay so I was on Sav.
Sav: He was really annoying when he started out.  I hated how he treated Anya when they were together.  He dated Holly J for a while but they broke up when she got sick.  After he dated her his parents lightened up about him dating in general.  He actually got his parents to accept a lot of things, including his passion for music.  By the time he graduated he and his music teacher, Miss O (played by Cory Lee who was in Instant Star) had a little thing going on but they were both in different places in their lives so they couldn't really do anything about it.  I don't really remember all that much about Sav besides he ended up maturing a lot and got really into music.

Ugh, I need to lay down.

Love you!
Rita

11:10pm