11/7/11

11/7/11
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Man, I am so sore.  I feel like I got hit by a semi truck.  Blegh.  I’m watching 8 Simple Rules then I’ll start laundry and walk/feed the animals and do more nbs.  I forgot, with the exception of yesterday, to tell you about my weekend.  Friday I went to Skeeters as usual.  I sang Always Be My Baby, My Immortal, and Any Man of Mine.  Always Be My Baby went really well!  My Immortal was ok but Alicia was upset with me for singing it because it’s “HER” song and she supposedly sings all the time.  She was like, “It would be like someone singing At Last.”  First of all, I’ve never heard her sing My Immortal even once.  Second of all, it’s KARAOKE.  Not the freakin’ MTV Awards.  And not to mention, EVERYONE sings At Last.  I just can not believe people get so upset about things like this.  *shakes head* Anyway, Ryan wasn’t there :(.  I guess Vicki and Brian had a party, so no Ryan.  Now I won’t be there this week.  Oh well, let him wonder where I am.  (babysitting).  So after Skeeters, we went to Majors and my friend Seth me us up there.  (I grew up with him.  he chased Rory with a filer knife when we were little.  Lol).  So all that was fun.  Saturday, all I did was chill at home, and you know about Sunday.  So, I don’t have pages of interesting things to tell you, lol.  This day is almost over.  Tomorrow I’m going to a clinic to get my medication.  I hope the dr can give me one that does what it’s supposed to without the weight gain.  I really don’t want my parents’ help with it but I guess I’m getting it anyway so I’ll just be grateful.  So let’s see… my “schedule” for this week:
Monday--writing, cleaned the kitchen 3 times
Tuesday--doctor, writing, cleaning, dinner, major’s karaoke
Wednesday--bible study, writing
Thursday--writing
Friday--writing (I guess nbs is a better word for it), babysitting and/or karaoke at Skeeters/Majors
Saturday--petsitting, nbs
Sunday--petsitting, nbs, cleaning and NAMI, duh!
And sometime this week, I gotta file for healthcare district, and fill out job applications.  Maybe I can try to get my Driver’s License also.  Hmmm… I don’t know.  I really want it before my birthday so it gives me 3 weeks (well 2 weeks and 6 days and that doesn’t include weekends and one day a week that place is closed so really it gives me like a week and a half).  We’ll see.  I will let you know what happens.  You know what I forgot to tell you?  Rick and I were discussing Ryan and he said “Ryan doesn’t want to let you go.  He keeps you hanging on.”  I know, or I think, he meant it was not fair to me but what it says to me is the same thing Ryan has said to me over and over.  He loves me, just doesn’t wanna hurt me.  I think it’s more or less that we don’t want to let go of EACH OTHER.

<3,
me