4:36pm
Hey Chels,
Ugh I still have not finished this notebook. But I am near the end, which is great because then I can get started on your new one.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EMILY!
And then tomorrow it is your birthday. The big 28. And you are starting it off with a new nb, new meds, and a new job! Ugh -- I am so pissed off at Monique right now. I put lyrics on my Facebook and my friend Victoria wrote the name of the song and I said, "yep, I love having Jewel songs in my head."
Monique: "holy fuck. Seriously?"
Me: "yeah, really."
Monique: "wow, scary."
Me: "not really."
You know what? This is MY face book page. I don't use it to trash people or post scantily clad pictures of myself. In fact, most of the things I DO write are song lyrics. And you know what? I happen to love Jewel and Alanis Morissette. Who fucking cares? Whenever Monique picks me up we always listen to whatever she wants to listen to, no matter what. She says she doesn't like this pop music or whatever but she has Beyonce and Lil Kim on her iPod. Plus, if she doesn't like what I put on my Facebook, instead of trying to insult me she could always, oh I dunno, not post rude comments on my profile. Frankly I am sick of this fucking attitude I am getting from her and I'm thinking of just not talking to her at all anymore. If she doesn't like what's in my head she doesn't have to. But it's MY head. I'm the one living inside it. No one else ever has any problem with whatever I write and if they do, they're a FUCK of a lot nicer about it than she is. She also had a problem with my "Pollyanna flower" lyrics. This coming from a woman who listens to gangster rap with way more offensive language than this. I am just sick of her attitude. I'm sick of how pushy she is and I'm sick of her always telling me what to do. Once I cleaned up her cat's poop and she still only told me to put the toilet seat down and I even told her that I had just picked up her cat's poop and she didn't even care.
Alright, it's 5:00pm and I have to study for a bit. I never make it the full 3 hours but today I am determined to. Maybe Jay and Silent Bob will help.
<3,
Me
5:04pm
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