10:51am
Hey Chels,
Holy shit it has been 10 whole days since I've written in here! I need to step up my game like majorly, or else this will never get finished. And I don't even know how much of the Twlight stuff I owe you considering I totally forgot about it until just now. wow...8! Meh. Will fix that later.
So, how are you doing? I feel like I don't know anything about your life right now so I hope you are at least writing in the nb still so that I can see what I missed. So... since writing my last entry I can tell you that things with Larry and I have gotten more... physical. Twice now and we got caught making out once lol. The first time was on the 6th. I wasn't really expecting all of THAT to happen but I'm glad that I did because it was perfect. Not so much the physical stuff (he has a strange backseat and it was sex in a car, lol) but like... I just felt like I haven't felt in a long time. That's when I left my debit card in his car because it was in my jeans pocket and it fell out while my parents were being removed. So Thursday I was out with Monique all day getting ready for this new moon -- no full moon -- circle (that people actually came to!) and I didn't get home until after midnight. I get home and get ready for bed when Larry keeps bugging me that he wants a goodnight kiss. I meet him at the high school and we're kissing and he asks me why I'm not wearing much and I said I was getting ready for bed when he texted me. And then I made the mistake of telling him I didn't have any underpants on (because I don't sleep in my undies) and he started trying to get my pants off but it didn't work. Mind you--none of this was in a forceful way. I did tell him later that if he had tried being forceful it wouldn't have gone over so well. But I know in my heart he wouldn't do anything to purposely hurt me. But anyways, he kept bargaining for extra time and he was getting harder to push off and suddenly a cop came and after that he had to take me home. Even though we got interrupted I still feel as if someone was looking out for me. Because I just left, it was after 1am and my dad was still awake. But I knew he'd be waiting up for me and if I took too long he would wonder where in the hell I went. And as much as I didn't want to resist, I felt like I had to.
So, the next time we were together it was Tuesday, the 13th. Which was another day that I was with Monique and it also happened to be my cousin Maddy's 16th birthday. Monique and I went to this park to do some magick. We had a lot to ask for so we did Runes. I felt like my cyst was coming back and I wanted to ask that no men with romantic intentions who have addictions come near me.
11:20am
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