2:50pm
What up? Not much here. Today I have to take my dad to the bank because my mom has to take a lein out on the house so she can get a loan to pay off her credit card bills. I feel bad that I contributed to that a little bit but she's not blaming me. I will still pay her back when I can. I have a million other things to pay for first but maybe with this loan she won't need as much help.
So, yesterday I went to this drug forum thing. People told stories about their children who died and a couple of cops talked. Apparently Barry is looking at up to 3 years in jail for selling to an undercover cop--no that's possession. I think delivery is up to 7 years. He was on probation in Kane County but committed the crime that got him arrested in Cook. So, either way he's doing time somewhere. I hope he does because I would feel better if there was some consequence for his actions and he was forced to tell the truth. I know I'm not the judicial system, but after everything he put everyone in his family through, the least he could do is be honest. But... it's not my problem anymore. I still have to wait another month to find out what happens, though.
Something I am a little worried about though is how Sarah is holding up. I haven't spoken to her since last Friday.
So, I am really enjoying this not worrying about anything thing. Not having to worry about anyone else's feelings or figuring out my day according to anyone else is really nice. I kind of forgot how to live that way. It feels good to not be "owned" by anyone besides myself. Man, this time next week I will be in Door County. I can't freaking wait. I think I'm gonna turn my texts off and just use my phone as a camera :). Actually, that sounds like a really good idea. Just so I can just "be" for a few days and not be glued to my cell phone except to take pictures. I have another digital camera but I love the pictures my phone takes.
At any rate, I need to get going.
<3,
me
3:22pm
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