1:37am
Hey Chels,
Okay so I feel a LITTLE better about everything. I didn't say exactly what I felt like saying, just that I don't want anything bad to happen to anyone and wouldn't he know just by looking that something isn't right?
Barry said that he was going to keep a log of when he took his meds and how many are in each bottle so the next time even 1 goes missing, Chris is out of there. I am hoping it happens and doesn't happen all at once. He did also mention getting his safe back from Sarah, I think he was expecting me to say something? But I didn't. I will probably always feel some sort of weirdness regarding her but he is with me now and she is with someone else and she is actively trying to get to know me so I'm not gonna make things harder. The only thing I was TRULY bothered by was the fact that she would only call him when she was having some sort of problem and she only seemed to "have a problem" when I was with him. But ever since I said something there hasn't been an issue. I didn't mean that they couldn't be friends anymore, it was just getting to be a bit much for me and at Korey's I felt like Barry just didn't mentally show up -- man that was a weird time -- lol. But now all Sarah does is sometimes comment on things I write on Facebook but that's about it.
I guess it's weird for me because I've never been able to be friends with anyone that I've slept with. So when Barry tells me about certain exes that he's slept with that still talk to him, I dunno. I know he wouldn't go back to any of them -- at least not while he and I are still together. But still. It's just WEIRD.
I finally found out what has been wrong with Barry, he has a stomach bug that's been going around. He was feeling better until this morning when he woke up sick again. I hope that when he finally gets his meds regulated he won't have so many problems.
Alright, I have to wake up somewhat early tomorrow (earlier than 2pm) so I'm gonna try and get some sleep.
<3,
Me
1:56am
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