Friday, July 4, 2014

August 9th, 2011

August 9th, 2011
9:06pm

Hey Chels,
I have been staring at this nb all day and just now started writing in this thing.  But where do I even start?  Hmm, I guess the thing that is on my mind at this very moment is this whole "love" thing.  I guess last night wasn't the best time for Barry and me to hang out.  Things were just plain weird all around.  I guess once we got both sides of the story out I realized what's really going on here.  He is afraid I'm gonna treat him differently now that he told me that he loves me.  If I was going to treat him like shit, don't you think I would have already?  I treat all my friends and loved ones the exact same -- how they treat me.  Anything he gets offended by now is only because of whatever happened in the past.  Which is whatever. Plus there's a whole bunch of crazy going on at his work.  I feel like I need to do a spell for him.  Ugh -- trying to write and THEN he texts me.

9:27pm

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