1:52am
I know I was gonna save this but I wanted to finish it before I go to bed. I have been thinking… I’m not that excited about this trip, and I think I know why. The last trip I took to visit Ryan was bad. We fought a lot. He was grumpy and I was just tired of hearing the same shit. The visit before this one was really good. He even said he didn’t care if you were in my life or not and we hardly fought at all. This time around he was an asshole about everything, and I think it’s starting to weigh on me. I’m gonna see how this trip goes but if he brings up my body in a negative way again, I’m going to snap. I’m sick of hearing about it. And if he talks bad about any of my friends, I’m gonna have to yell at him a little bit. These are not the things I’d like to be thinking about right before a trip. my mind should be somewhere completely different. but it’s not and that is really sad.
Awww… I am finally done with this diary. Yay! It only took 1 month and 14 days to fill it up. In a way, I am going to really miss this thing. But I’m glad to be moving on. Now, onto the rest of Supernatural and a bit of reading before heading off to bed.
Love,
Rita Bo Bita
2:05am
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