Volume 7 firefly

3/7/11

Ugh feelin' so shitty!  sick again, can you believe it?  I'm really sired of being sick.  You know what else I'm tired of?  Rory using ALL my stuff.  I had to take my dad's charger cuz Rory's using mine.  He left his at Eric's house, and Eric went out of town.  I guess he gets an extended vacation because Rory's been using my charger for WEEKS.  Now, he's using my phone because he can't find his.  He's always smoking my cigarettes and everytime I'm online, he wants to use it.  I never have privacy.  Either Rory is here or my dad.  I'm going nuts.  Wanna hear something weird though?  Rory HUGGED me last night.  Yeah, him and Josh were here with a serious case of the munchies.  Josh used all our whip cream because he was trying to get the gas from the can.  I pointed to a whole new can to Rory and that's when he laughed and hugged me.  Anyway, I hope you like this journal.  I thought it was very pretty.  Erica helped me pick it out!  Oh boy, U Turn just jumped out the kitchen window.  He pushes the screen out and goes.  He really needs to be trained, damn dog.  Be right back, gotta help Rory catch him.

Ok, back. Now in bed too.  U turn got in trouble.  I know that's the only way he's going to learn, but I still hate seeing it.  Rory like, picked him up by the collar and shoved him in the cage.  I didn't know Rory was so strong.  Well, scratch that--I do know.  Whatever.  Man, I was going to go job hunting today, call the financial aid people, and ugh--so sick.  It makes me mad.  Maybe I'll be able to talk tomorrow. We'll see.  So, I'm watching Dr Oz right now and he's talking about hiccups.  Anyway he was showing a table with a diaphragm, esophagus, and lungs on it.  Rita, the lungs he showed were looking like charcoal!  I couldn't believe he put those out because that signifies unhealthy lungs!  You'd think he'd want to use some healthy looking ones.  If he was doing a segment on smoking, then I'd understand more.  I think I must have a fever.  I feel tired and lightheaded.  But I want to work on NBS.  I want to do a poetry section again, the fanfic, book club questions/reviews and an Adam section again.  Plus video and writing in here.  It will be summer before you ever get this.  I apologize.  But, I seriously debated on whether to scrap everything  I wrote already and start over or keep it.  In the end, I kept it cuz it's all part of me, you know?  But I'm luckily writing so much more now.  Well, I'm just not so distracted today is what I mean.  LOL.  I'm supposed to sleep over at Leanne's tonight but I'm sick so I'm not sure.  Damn I hope my unemployment comes in today.  I want to try and keep a sufficient amount in there.  I really need a freaking job.  I'm going to go check the mail-- BRB!

I'm back way later than I intended.  Sorry.  I ate dinner, took a bath and slept before I returned.  I was supposed to spend the night at Leanne's house but I'm sick and i don't want to spread germs.  Leanne is bringing me medicine when she's off work.  She's so sweet.  I loves her.  I love all my friends but I think Lee is the most normal.  Alright well, off to zzzzz land.

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