8-31-11 to 9-1-11

8/31/11 -- 9/1/11

I didn't write all day because my cramps were so bad that all I could do was sit/lay down.  I got sick this time.  Oh well, it's rarely that bad anymore and used to be SO much worse.  Anyway, so Jess and I went to Wellington Mall.  She got her hair and makeup done and I helped her pick out a new outfit.  I had so much fun with it being just the two of us.  She got me an $8.00 shirt (that already broke) and lunch.  When I came home, we started to get ready and then dad and brother came home and told me they'd taken Mr Jake peebles to the emergency room.  I guess my brother was on the phone with my mom and he walked up with his whole throat exposed.  So anyway, it's pretty bad.  I guess he got in a fight.  He's 14 so my brother thought (ok I'm sick of red.  Hold on)--
Rory thought they should put him down but they wouldn't.  He's a good cat.  I can see where my brother was going with that, but I'm glad they didn't.
So, at Bru's room, Ryan called me and we had a really good talk.  He just told me he could see us in a relationship but that he's scared and doesn't want to hurt me.  So I told him I wasn't going to push him, and I was scared too.  That was the gist of it.  I'm not sure what happened the rest of the week, but a lot of it was spent with Rich getting ready for Erica's party. I also spent Wednesday night with Ryan.  I also spent Friday night with him and Saturday after Erica's party.  So, now he's made a few comments about being his girlfriend so I'm not sure what the story is.  But I really like him, obviously and I like our pace.  I don't feel like running in the opposite direction.
In other news, were getting a new dog tomorrow.  A white (duh) maltese named Mikayla, Kayla for short.  I hope she likes me.  She's a year old and house broken.  I hope Tobi and U turn will behave themselves and vice versa!

Love,
Star