I stayed busy all weekend so I'm finally writing today while listening to music. Right now it's playing The Hollow by A Perfect Circle. I really like their music. Man alive I am so hungry, but I don't know why because all I've done lately is stuff my fat face. I'd also like to say that I'm ready for some fall weather already. Alright, I think what I will do, is write for one hour, then go eat lunch while I watch the soap opera, clean up house a little, and then write more. I'm planning to stay in tonight. I doubt anyone will try and change my mind. I don't know why I feel that way but oh well. Alright, so my brother and I went out Friday. My dad let us use his truck and gave us $20 (originally, Steve said he'd and we'd all go to Old Key Lime House, but for whatever reason Steve changed his mind and wanted to meet us there, luckily my dad agreed to let us have the truck.) Somehow, I ended up having to pick Ryan up at Skeeters. Rory and I stopped to get vodka first, went home to get a chaser then went to Skeeters. Ryan wasn't ready, so to keep us there, he bought us drinks. So, we ended up just staying at Skeeters. Ryan and Rory got along pretty well. We all decided to go back to my house and just drink, but when we went home, Rory crashed and Ryan called me to say they were at Benny's Ice House and would I drive there? So luckily, there were no cops because I drove by myself with no glasses, and I'd had a couple (only 2) beers. I mean I wasn't even buzzed so I knew I could drive, but a cop and breathalyzer may have said differently. I got to Benny's and "yelled" at Nicole, Steve, and Ryan (I wasn't mad at Ryan by then because we'd talked and he's the only one who bothered to call and let me know they weren't coming to my house.) I did have fun though and the music was great. Nicole annoyed the hell out of me though. She asked where Ryan was and why he wasn't with me. I pointed to where he was, and she goes over to him and UGH! I'm sick of people meddling. She doesn't like it when people are in her business but gets in theirs. It's so dumb. Anyway, Ryan felt the need to tell me he wasn't trying to ignore me (thanks NICOLE) Ugh. Ryan's not a clingy guy at all. He also doesn't go out and chill in one spot. He's always all over the place. He's always been that way. Anyway, we all left when the DJ was done. Ryan drove with me :). We dropped my dad's truck off along with his keys, $11.00 change, and picked up my puppy. Then we went to Nicole's house with Nicole and Steve. Kila and Kayla (Nicole's dog and mine) had a blast together. Ryan and I had a good talk just about life and how I lost my Sears job and stuff like that. I had given him the letter but he didn't read it yet. I did tell him some of the letter. He still thinks I'm going to get hurt but says that he does care about me and like me. I told him all I expect was 100% honesty. He said OK, like it really surprised him that I wasn't pushing for anything more. We were laying in bed and I fell asleep. He kissed my forehead and told me to keep sleeping. Then he went out. At some point, Steve came in and hugged me and left. I don't know how long I slept for, but I woke up when I heard the front door close. Fuck, so I go out and Ryan is leaving with Nicole somewhere so he kissed me and said he'd see me later at Alicia's party. I went back to sleep. Steve came in the room again and fell asleep next to me lol. I woke up and got ahold of Erica who agreed to come get me cos I didn't know when Nicole would be back or what she'd feel like doing. So anyway, Nicole and Ryan ended up getting there before Erica. I was surprised Ryan came back because he was planning on going to work but he said he came back to spend time with me and was kind of upset that I was leaving. He kissed me all sexylike and says "I can't wait to see you later." Then he was going to come with Erica and I but he changed his mind. So Erica and I left and he walked Kayla and I out to the car and smiled at me, kissed me, and waited until we drove away. Erica and I hung out for a while and got cards for Alicia's birthday and then I went home. I gave Kayla a bath and got ready for the party and then my dad let me drive there but he fought with me the whole way about where I was going and how to get there. He got me lost. Blah. Once I finally got there, I calmed down and waited for Justin, Nicole and Ryan. When they got there, things got chaotic. First, Baby Girl (Tom and Colie's dog) kept fighting with Justin's dog so he had to leave and take it home. Then, in the midst of all that, Forrest (Tom's son) was in his room making out or having sex with his girlfriend and Colie went psycho lol. She called the girl a tramp and made her leave lol. So then I guess Forrest and Ryan were talking guy stuff and I was a topic. Whatever Ryan said pissed Forrest off because I guess Forrest is "in love" with me but he's only 16! I did make the mistake of saying that when he turns 18 we can date but I was joking and had a talk with him about that later on, but I guess he still took it seriously. So he was upset the rest of Saturday night and followed me and Ryan wherever we were. He kept trying to have a private conversation with me, I still don't know what it is, and he couldn't because Forrest was following us and visibly upset. Ryan and I had fun though and laughed our asses off. Then Kayla and I spent the night at his house and laughed some more. He can be such an idiot but I like him so much. When Kayla and I stayed at his house, he called her our daughter. She really likes Ryan! He is pretty cute, what can I say? (well, today anyway. Lol) Sunday morning, his dad made everyone breakfast. Then Erica and I went to her house to watch football and hang out. That turned out to be quite a day. This cat followed us into her apartment. That little cutie just ran in! We put him outside and all he did was cry. Then Erica found out Rich and I hung out Friday and he didn't tell her so we went for a drive. He wasn't at the Verizon store he'd told her he'd be at *sigh* and he didn't believe her about the cat running in, and it was just bad. They fought over the phone and he changed his story and it was just bad. Erica tried to put it out of her mind and deal with the cat. We took it to the Peggy Adams Rescue place but they had no room for it, so they scanned him for a microchip. He did have one, which meant he had an owner so I called all these places and it turns out that whoever owned him did not register him so we couldn't figure it out. Neither of us could keep it....
(and now I'm tired so more tomorrow).
Love,
Star
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