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Dream:
Wowza I had some goofy dreams. First, I dreamed I was at Alex’s house. I came to visit her and her apartment was dark but she was there. She was showing me a lock but I have no idea why. Then I was looking at this house. Just looking at it. It was this huge fancy house and every so often there would be trickles of light, it was like lightning bugs were surrounding the person’s house, but it was daytime.
Then, I was invited by my friend Ben to go to hear this guy speak on a boat, I think he was part comedian and part motivational speaker. Well, we were standing in line together. The line was numbered so you had to get in order. When I first looked, I was standing on number 15 but then I got the tickets and they were numbers 3 and 4. As soon as the boat started loading people up, Ben ditched me to sit somewhere else, on a completely different floor. I found him once when the guy talking said everyone had to hold onto their tickets. He gave me mine and then blew me off again. So I found my spot which was two floors above him.
After the guy was finished and everyone started getting off the boat, I couldn’t find Ben, which sucked because he was my ride. I was standing outside and I saw my mom and dad’s car. My mom put her emergency lights on and they both got out of the car. I asked them what they were doing here (because I hadn’t seen them) and my mom said she heard about this guy and wanted to see if he was any good. Then she told me that she tried talking to my friend, Ben, but he just saw her and went the other way.
Then we did something crazy. Instead of going in the car and going home, we went back in the boat. we started going up the stairs and I walked into this room that I’m guessing was supposed to be someone’s apartment. At first people just sort of ignored me but I couldn’t stop touching everything. On the counter in the kitchen there was this purse that looked like a butterfly but when I came closer I saw that it was just the way that the necklaces were placed inside a bowl. I do remember the girl’s favorite colors seemed to be pink, green, and yellow (the really light kind) all put together. As I walked deeper into the apartment I started noticing that it looked more like the inside a McDonald’s than an apartment. I thought that was strange, even for a boat. I found a seat at the table and we were going to sing happy birthday when I woke up.
After going back to sleep, I found myself on a floor with two really cute guys on it. They were sort of play fighting when I came down and when they saw me they stopped. We all sat around talking for a while and then I noticed a $20.00 bill on the ground. I figure it fell out of one of the guys’s wallets so I picked it up and gave it to the older man who was the “boss,” although I’m not really sure what type of field they were in. The younger gentleman was joking about me putting my phone number on there and he said something about having a facebook. I left that floor only to be invited to a sleepover by some more cute guys and the guy who plays Sav on Degrassi. He was the only one I recognized so I wanted to stay close to him. We were climbing up the ladder when I woke up again.
My Interpretation:
I actually remember this dream. This guy, Ben, has been my friend since high school but we haven’t hung out since my second year at ECC. I looked up boat in the dream dictionary and it said: To dream that you are in or see a boat, signifies your ability to cope with and express your emotions. Pay particular attention to the condition and state of the waters, whether it is calm or violent, clear or murky, etc. Are you “smooth sailing”? Alternatively, you may be ready to confront your unconscious and unknown aspects of yourself. The dream could be telling you not to rock the boat and to stay out of harm’s way.
To dream that you are jumping off a boat, suggests that you want to confront those difficult emotions and approach your problems head on.
I think that is interesting because I have grown a lot this year and I’ve finally come to terms with the things that have happened in my past and am learning to let go. I just have to, otherwise I won’t move on. I couldn’t find the term “motivational speaker” in the dictionary but I that that what I perceive it to be is the voice inside. So like… my voice IS being heard. And my parents, who are 2 of my bestest friends ever, are showing their support of me in this new era of my life. I think that Ben of course represents my past. That seems to be the running theme here.
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{I have more dreams written down but this is all I want to include here.}
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