12:40am
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Hey Chels,
Ugh I just cannot sleep right now. My mind won’t shut off. I keep thinking about stuff at home (in Chicago). I can’t just be in the moment. I have to think about all these new things I just discovered that I have to wait to enjoy. Like my new bed. It’s really the mattress we were using as a couch, but it’s so nice to not have a big dent in the middle of it. And that new antivirus makes my computer look brand new. I’m already planning on doing a whole shitload of studying when I get home. And I miss Snickers more than usual. I feel like we have gotten a lot closer since I’ve been going places with her. She and I have become buddies, and I love that little mutt. And being away from her is like…. uuuuuuuggggghhhh I miss her! I’m sure I’m gonna get a text from my mom tomorrow saying they had to clean the turtle tank and blah blah blah. I don’t even bother changing the water before I left. I just cleaned the filter and hopefully it won’t have to be cleaned again at least till I get home. I love being here, don’t get me wrong. Today was the best day ever. The beach was beautiful. I had so much fun being out in the world. Sometimes I wish I had a car to drive, but I enjoy swimming in the pool and sitting on the patio watching the golfers. I mostly just read or write, clean up, and watch tv shows that I normally don’t watch. If I had a car, I would go everywhere and at least be out. When I get home, I sort of have to remember how to drive again.
I also can’t stop obsessing over having a new phone. It’s just that when I got this one I thought it was gonna be so awesome and everything was going to be connected. I got it and realized that most of the apps suck and sometimes it doesn’t work the way I want it to and I get really pissed. I‘m gonna see how much an upgrade would cost now, and then decide if I’m cool with that or if I want to wait until April to get a better one. I think the soonest I can make an upgrade is December. I just want a phone that works and isn’t PMSing all the time. I might try and sell this one for the cost of whatever I pick so someone might get very lucky on the new phone front. I would give it to you if you had Tmobile.
I think if I can’t find a deal I like enough I’m just gonna suck it up and wait till April. Then I should be taking as many pictures as I can with this thing… I wanna see how they turn out first though when I get them developed. Which is something else I can’t wait to do when I get home.
I’m getting exhausted so I think I’m going to sign off for now. Thank you for listening to me babble!
Love,
Rita
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Thursday, November 11th, 2010
11:34pm
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Hey kiddo. Well…. I’ve been in bed for half an hour now and so far I’m nowhere near closer to sleep. But I’m not gonna let that get me down tonight. I got the rest of my book to read and a full battery so I’m hoping that by the time I’m through I will be ready to sleep. Plus, I’ve found it’s not the end of the world if i don’t sleep. I was grumpy at first but now it’s like… I think my body is getting used to the time change and today is Friday so the weekend will go by fast and then it’ll be time to go. So I don’t really care about sleeping unless I’m in my own bed. I’m still gonna bring some stuff with me next time, just in case though. I am sorry to cut this short but I want to finish reading my book and then maybe sleep. I will write more later, I promise.
Love,
Rita
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