3/15/11

3/15/11

Hola Chicky!  How are you?  I'm... well, alright I guess.  Kind of pissed off at a lot of things.  I'll finish my Aaron story though.  So anyway, we hung out a week and a half ago.  I ended up in his bed but all we did was cuddle and talk.  it was one of the best experiences in my life, seriously.  Anyway, so then on Saturday, I took Erica out to cheer her up over the break up with Justin.  Anyway, we went to some lame bar called Pepe's.  Erica and her friends and sister love it, but I just didn't.  I'm not sure why.  We ended up leaving and meeting Gareth (a friend of Aaron's.) and Aaron at this dance club called Ilbaggio (sp).  We got there like, 15 minutes before they closed so we were there long enough to have a drink and dance a lil bit.  Then we left and I had to handle Aaron so he wouldn't get a smackdown from one of the bouncers.  He was drunk and mouthy, but later he told me that he liked how I handled him.  We kissed a lot and Erica and I danced around.  We were about to leave when Aaron out of the blue started in about how I blew my chances.  He's like telling Gareth and Erica all this, and about the guy I was texting that one night and that's how I blew my chances.  While all that is going on, I'm also reading the comments from Jes on my status and just UGH.  So anyway, the next day I read a status on Aaron's facebook that said "Pride... need I say more?" that he put up like right after I left.  So I commented with "good to know".  Later, he texts me saying his status has nothing to do with what happened at his house.
*Shakes head* I just don't even know.  Ok, so I have got to tell you about Justin now.  So, he broke up with Erica on Saturday.  He told Nicole (his ex) about it before he told anyone.  Which is weird to me, who knows why.  Then he told me he was going to do it.  So, then he called me after he does it (which, he called her--while she was in pain btw and broke up with her) and we had a long talk about the whole thing.  So later, Erica puts this status up saying" "the saying 'it's not you, it's me' really sucks and it's stupid."  So I wrote a comment:
"In this case though... it's true. It really IS him and not you.  Like I said, he's a 37 year old man child who is a wannabe playa and doesn't do it right.  omg, I know he hurt you, but he also did you a HUGE favor.  I love you."
So yea.  It was a burn but I was just trying to make Erica feel better.  Even though it's TRUE.  Well Justin saw it and unfriended me immediately.  Not only that, but I only found out because Nicole showed me in a text message he sent HER!  So I sent him a text going off and he told me that I had gotten right in the middle of it even though it was between him and Erica only, how I was judging him, and that I should've talked to him before writing what I did and that my comment really hurt him and he didn't want to be "best friends" with me anymore... so wow.  Really just wow.  I mean first of all -- HE PUT ME IN THE MIDDLE of it all.  Honest to God, Rita, what is wrong with him? Is it just me?  I'm sorry my comment hurt him, I really am--but um if he wanted it just between him and Erica then he shouldn't have run his mouth beforehand about it.  To like, EVERYONE!  Second of all, I wasn't judging him on breaking up with Erica.  I told him on the phone I thought it was better if he did because he hit on so many other girls all the time.  Third of all, he didn't talk to me about any of this before deleting me and writing me off forever.  Hello, pot?  This is Kettle.  IJS.  Monday I went to karaoke for Alex's birthday.  Justin showed up later and all I did was not talk to him.  Time for my interview!  BBS <3! I really hope this job pans out.  I am so excited!
Well, I am back. another job fail.  I can't fucking believe the shit my school sends me to.  First the telemarketing job, now this.  This guy, Dr Walshein is an egotistical pompous asshole!  Basically I'd have to go to a 4 week training program and for ophthalmology technician and have to pay him $4,000 which IF they take me I can pay back when I have a job.  So basically I'd got to school, do another internship for 4 months, and then MAYBE get a job SOMEWHERE. But they might not even take me because it's so elite.  I might have to write them an essay to get in.  *rolls eyes* puh-lease!

Love,
Star