2:06pm
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Hey Chels!
So, this will most likely be my last entry in here, as I need to wrap this up and get it ready to go tomorrow. I just need to figure out what kind of box it will fit in. I wish I could ship it as is but I don’t know the dimensions or what. So… I guess tomorrow will be spent figuring that out. I’m hoping it will fit in a flat rate box but if it’s not a reality then oh well. So… I am freaking exhausted from yesterday. Barry and I were first supposed to hang out Thursday night but that didn’t happen so we tried for Friday… which also didn’t work. It was funny, I woke up at like 8am and then fell back asleep and didn’t get up again till almost 2pm. I got a few texts from him saying ‘please don’t hate me but I have to cancel’ and I guess when I didn’t answer (cuz I was asleep) he got worried. Lol. The only way I could really hate him would be if he wasn’t really working or if he decided to start things up again with his ex. Well… not really that but moreso if he was dishonest about it. I dunno, it takes a lot for me to hate someone. You know that, haha. (That was meant to be funny, I promise). We spent the whole day together yesterday and it was really nice.
Oh--Friday night I talked to Matt for a bit. But I guess he was drinking and not with his girl. Awww--so thoughtful of him to remember me ::insert eye roll here::. He basically describes this girl as exactly like me only 2 years younger and with a kid… I guess he just didn’t want to wait for me… so now I only get him on that rare occasion when he’s home alone and drunk. Oh goody. I dunno if I even care to be friends with this guy anymore if this is how I get treated. I dunno… I never thought of him a anything more than a friend until I became single again and he told me that he did like me and like a week later he’s officially with someone else. Now I feel like he just sort of cast me aside or maybe there’s no room in his brain for more than one girl at a time. I want some answers, dammit! ugh.
Oooh… I’m so excited. You want to know why?? Because I get to buy my next nb! I dunno what I want to do yet, but I want it to be like half writing and half video, but I dunno what to use for a cd case yet. I want to make something but am unsure of how to do it. I’ll figure it out!
So… tomorrow is Valentine’s Day! Not sure how I feel about it considering this is the first year since I was 18 that I have been single. And I’m not even sure how single I am but I’m holding onto my freedom for as long as I can.
Ugh… I need to go to Walgreens today. I dun wanna get up. But… it is actually nice out. Can’t wait for snow to start melting.
Alright… I think I am out of stories for now. I can’t wait to get your next nb. If you don’t want to finish the whole thing you could always send it to me to finish. But if you DO want to finish it then of course go for it!
Happy Valentine’s Day! I love you! Have a happy and and eat lots of candy!
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