2:32pm
Hey chels,
And this thing just keeps rolling along. I am really sucking at putting pictures in here. Which means I have to start taking some and putting them in. Which should be fun since I found this feature on my phone that has all sorts of effects. Anyhow, today is a very strange day because it brings me back to last year. Last year around this time I was at Ryan's. My trip was from the 12th-22nd of June. Right before that, there was a huge strike with Spirit airlines and my flight didn't get cancelled until the last second. So, I asked if he wanted to wait and try and again another time and he said he really missed me and wanted to see me, blah blah blah. So, I found this flight through U.S. Airways that (sorry, I am listening to music and not paying attention to my writing) consisted of 2 flights. I don't remember where the layovers were though. I think I blocked it out lol! But I'm guessing Charlotte, NC? If I think really hard I can remember getting a caramel apple latte on my way home. Anywho, the cost for the last minute flight was $580.00. But he got a full refund for the cancelled flight and a $100 voucher that I used to pay for my next trip, which was just as awful. I remember I was supposed to see Kristie but she wouldn't listen to the directions I gave her and ended up at the beach with a smoking car. So, Ryan came home and saw me there and asked why I wasn't with Kristie and I didn't want to tell him that I gave shitty directions (because I never drove in that area so I never knew how to tell people directions) so I just said she had car trouble and he said something under his breath that I didn't catch. I asked him what he said and he said, "so she can fuck up Bob's car and then her own." Like, ever since I drove Bob's car, he had to say something about it. Like, yes we took pictures. I wish I could have just told Kristie I would put them up myself when I got home cuz I got shit for it for the rest of the time I was with him. NOTHING FUCKING HAPPENED IN YOUR P.O.S CAR SO GET THE FUCK OVER IT! Okay, and apparently he "sold" it to some woman who hasn't paid him a dime for it. I dunno if she has now or what but in December he was still bitching about it so who knows. Anyhow, the one good thing about that trip was I got to get my dad his digital camera and took some cute pictures with it. But that's about it. I don't even remember the rest of the trip besides he was on my body hardcore -- about losing "the belly". He's a fucking moron. I personally think he just wanted to piss me off so I would break things off with him. I should have! Meh. Well, on my way home my flight was coming in at 7pm and my mom couldn't come pick me up so I asked Korey to and he did. Only thing that was weird was when he started talking about Barry and his "girlfriend." I was just like, "why is he so upset over this?" Ugh stupid. So, I think that's how Korey got me to help him move. This was so stupid. I had asked if he needed gas money for picking me up and he said no. lol. So, I go and help Korey and my bladder is still killing me at this point. When I got there he was taking a shower and all I could think was "OMG I have to peeeeee!!" This was before we knew that I had cysts on my uterus. Well, when he came out of the bathroom, he had the towel on his front half longways but not his bottom and he turned around so the whole neighborhood could see his butt. It was right after that that I texted Barry and said, "I don't want to be here!" Lol, that I distinctly remember. So, after I finally got finished helping him, I left and that was the last time I talked to him. It was hard because I still wanted to, but it was causing me all this anxiety because I was so afraid to say anything cuz God forbid I disagree with what he says and even if I did agree I still couldn't win.
~break time~
3:39pm
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10:56pm
Hey! I'm baaaaack! Lol. After my dinner I watched some more TV, finished Whatever Happened to Janie, took a bath, and watched some of the news with my parents. None of it good, of course. So anywho, 3 days after that whole thing with Korey, I met Matt at my friend Rachel's (who I met through Alex) housewarming party. He found me on Facebook and we wrote notes for a while until we started talking on Yahoo. I liked him but didn't really LIKE like him. But I did tell him more than I have told to a lot of people. I just felt like I could say whatever I wanted. And he always talked to me and remembered things about me. But when he met Sarka, all that changed. I have already wasted too much time on his stupid ass, so I'm not gonna waste any more. But yeah, all of this was before you and I started talking again. Which, according to my journal, was July 9th, 2010. Lol. I may not have kept up like I should have but it looks like I got the important parts in. Haha -- I guess Ryan didn't care if I talked to you -- until I started talking to you!
Anywho, this yeast infection is sucking up my energy like nobody's business. So I will write again soon. I love you! And I hope that your foot will feel better soon.
Love,
Me
p.s. this summer play list is fucking awesome so far! I will have to make you a list so you can see what songs made the cut.
11:17pm
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*nb idea* write the title of your favorite summer songs, fave lyric, then why it means so much to you* (this is for my nb, but if you want to do it, go ahead.)
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