12:13am
Woot woot! Today is the daaaaay. Bank first, then cash my paycheck, then pay my phone bill, then put money on my debit card for car insurance renewal and... my ticket! Depending on what's cheaper at the time, it will be the 1st or 2nd weekend in June. Ooh and on Thursday I'm ordering my new phone! Or maybe after I get my next paycheck so I can pay both months before getting my upgrade. Whatever is cheaper.
Anywho, so my Easter was very interesting. I just ended up having dinner with my parents and I got a phone call from my friend Marco. It was weird, when I had found him on Myspace he refused to acknowledge the fact that he did anything wrong to hurt me. We have a long history. He asked me out in the 7th grade but I said no because I didn't really know him. But then he asked me again in the 8th grade and I said yes because I really liked him. We never ever kissed but we did snuggle. We wrote notes and talked to each other on the phone. He broke up with me and then called me back 2 hours later and said he was in love with me and didn't want to break up.
Aww man this is bringing up all these memories, and now I understand why I was so shy to show affection. It was because of what Jenni did to me. I know I would have had an easier time with it if I hadn't been so badly wounded. Well, he broke up with me AGAIN. But this one fateful day... (omg this is the cutest story ever! But it will have to wait as I am exhausted).
12:41am
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4:50pm
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Whee yeah! I got my plane ticket today! I'm gonna see how much phones are, not like I have the money to pay for them yet, but still.
{phone stuff}
Ugh sorry. Pretty much everyone is saying the gravity 3 is the better overall phone so, that's the one I'm getting! I can't wait. Just so ready to get rid of this one, ONCE AND FOR ALL!
6:03pm
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Hey Chels,
Okay sorry. I am a little less distracted than I was before. OMG, I cannot wait until my trip! The whole month of May is gonna be nuts planning and waiting for June to come. So, I know I've been leaving you in suspense.
My friend Megan had a birthday party one year in late May (I think it was right before we all graduated 8th grade). She invited me, Marco, and a whole bunch of other people who I can't think of right now. She had these bunkbeds and I got tired so I laid down on the bottom bunk. After a little while, everyone came back upstairs and I was trying to sleep but couldn't. Marco at first went on the top bunk and I could hear him talking about me. Then I guess he crawled into the bottom bunk with me and just held me the entire night. I don't remember if I got any sleep that night, maybe only a little. He didn't even try to kiss me or anything.
After that I guess he wanted to go back out with me or he thought it meant something different than what I thought. Ultimately nothing happened. But it was still one of my favorite moments.
Throughout the next few years, Marco would come in and out of my life. I wish we could have had a normal friendship but that never happened. So when he called me, it stirred up all these memories. Ooh I just had an idea! When I am done with this nb I will put some serious effort into writing in my own journal (I still like to keep my own personal writings even though I don't write in it as often as I do here). If I'm not done with it by the time I visit you, I'm bringing it with me so we can decorate it :P. Although, I could just write on my laptop, hmm. Save room for souvenirs? I think so.
I dunno what the future has in store for my friendship with Marco. But I hope it is something good.
Love,
Me
6:20pm
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