12:49am
Well, well, well... after about a day and a half of not knowing what in the hell I was going to do with this thing, I finally figured out what I was going to do. So I have stuff to do now. Yay! So... I hope you're doing okay. I am really tired right now. Brian and I took a bath together and then made love for the first time since before my period. It was nice to be together. After I talked to him about stopping the pot, he's been more like he used to be. Ye God! Alright... I am getting so tired but I just wanted to pray.
Dear God,
Thank you so much for everything you've done so far. You have gotten me through everything and have gotten me here. I could not ask for more. I just have a prayer for Ben up in Ohio. He is having a hard time living with his roommates who are treating him with disrespect. Please give him the strength to stand up for himself.
And please be with Kathy. I don't know what you have in store for her, if this is in fact her time to go, or it it's just a test of faith, but it doesn't matter. Please just put your loving arms around her and protect her from any pain she must be feeling. Send your angels to be with her so she isn't so lonely, and please send her strength. I know she could use it.
And please also be with Chelsea. She is going through some tough times right now and she needs your guidance to help make decisions that will be beneficial to her and David's future. Please be with everyone I love and let them know they are not alone.
In Jesus name,
Amen
1:12am
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