July 28th, 2011

July 28th, 2011
1:44pm

Hey~
Ugh what a butt fuck of a day.  On the plus side, at least now I'm home. If it wasn't such a shitty day out I would go get some tape. But I think I have some packaging tape that I can use, or fancy tape.  I just want to relax and not worry about this shit anymore.  Meh, I feel like crap right now.  Just tired and broken.  Now I know why I have avoided going to court for so long.  Everyone I dealt with was black.  So, of course I'm already screwed.  No one wanted to see what my situation was or anything, just expected me to pay $176.00 for my own appearance.  Only to be told by some asshole on the phone that it wouldn't have mattered if I had gone to court or not, a judgment still would be made against me.  Well, fanfuckingtastic.  Cuz the point isn't WHY I owe this money or what happened to make my situation the way it was.

4:43pm
Hey!  Sorry, just kind of disappeared for a while.  I am just sort of all over the place today.  But I did end up printing out even more stuff from Stumbleupon.com and I got tape!  So, just like with the pictures, I am going to start just finding random pages to put stuff on.  Enjoy!

Song: Orchid by Alanis Morissette

Me and my helmet
Such an unconventional kid
All intense and kinetic
At best tolerated from afar

Not yet arrested
And by that I mean betrothed
Though a start I am newly courted
I've just not been trusted with altars

I'm a sweet piece of work
Well intentioned yet disturbed
Wrongly labeled and underfed
Treated like a rose as an orchid

My friends as they weigh in
Get understandably protective
They have a hard time being objective
So inside we cancel each other out

(Chorus)

You've brought water to me
Making sure my bloom rebounds
You know best of what
My special care allows

So I've lived in my blind spot
Thought myself usual when I'm not
And your garden is a nice spot
A long as it is brave and where you are

For this sweet piece of work
High maintenance and deserted
I've been different and deserving
Treated like a rose as an orchid

Sweet piece of work
Overwhelmed, unobserved
I've been bowed down, too but so misread
Treated like a rose as an orchid
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5:12pm
Hey Chels!

I'm back again.  I decided to stop with putting stuff in here until I caught up with my writing on the pages.  I don't want things to get even more crazy and jumbled.  For some of these pictures I thought it would be cute to add captions -- yeah did not turn out the way I wanted it.  Meh.
I am feeling a bit better but I think I am going to lay down for a bit. I wish I had been able to see a judge today, but like that guy said, it might not have been worth it.

<3!
Me

5:17pm