5:20pm
Hey Sweets,
Ugh, what a day. Turns out I did not get the best night's sleep, and to top it off I was coughing way too much for my liking this morning. And on top of that I broke plans with Monique again for nothing. Yesterday because Barry wanted to see me and it turned out he didn't even get home till almost 2am and I was going to go over there today but then I get this text from Barry asking if I wanted to come by after he got home from the reception and then told me that his cousin was probably going to spend the night but I was still welcome to come over. And then told me that he still hadn't slept and he is probably going to get his cousin to clean his apartment for him so it just doesn't seem like the right time to be hanging out there. I told him that maybe I should come by later. He said he'd be home at 5 and it's 5:30pm now so, yeah. I hate breaking plans with friends to maybe see my boyfriend. It's not like it's even his fault but I don't like waiting around all day when I could be out doing stuff. It's not like I have the energy to go anywhere anyhow, though. And it's all good. Tomorrow Monique is picking me up and we're having brunch and doing business stuff. It's going to be like I have a boyfriend but he lives too far away at the moment.
He actually said he's surprised that I haven't left him yet. I'm not sure if he was serious or joking but if I haven't gone anywhere yet, I'm probably not going to. He has to deal with it when he is free and I actually have plans so I'm not going to say "fuck this" because I don't like the situation at the moment. After everything we've been through already, we can get through this. In the meantime I will keep praying for whatever I can think of that will help.
Okay so, since I have the time and am not going anywhere at the moment, I can explain what I was trying to explain last night. When Barry moved into his apartment, there were these 2 guys who lived next door, Edgar and Louis. Louis was the nice one at first and even helped out Barry with his car. Well, that didn't last long. Soon it became apparent that Louis had a lot of problems, one being anger. I only met him a couple of times and ended up getting him confused with this other guy named Edgar. At first I didn't understand why Barry would be helping Louis out when it was obvious he was a really shitty person. But now I understand that it was Edgar. And the sad thing is he's leaving to get away from all these people he knows that are drug addicts. I mean, he is one too but he doesn't want to be. He has a really good heart and I can see why now Barry cares about him and stuck his neck out to help him.
Even though I have known Barry almost a whole year before we started dating, I am just finding out all of these things about him. I am really glad I didn't listen to Korey, especially when he went crazy.
I am gonna read more Gossip Girl now and maybe take another nap.
Love you!
Rita
5:52pm
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7:37pm
Hey Chels,
So, I've accepted my fate as homebound for the night. I am listening to my iPod and writing. And oh yeah, I DID IT! I finished reading your nb! I figured I may as well. Not sure what I want to do now, maybe take a bath or something. I'm not sure when my mom is coming home. But I like the way my hair turned out from yesterday so I want to reshampoo/condition my hair and set it so it's curly for tomorrow. I use the Tossle Me Softly shampoo and conditioner and the mousse and dry it on low. And put my hair into rope braids so tomorrow they will be nice and curly. And then Tossle Me Softly hair spray!
I like hearing about your ghosts/spirits. For the first 20 years I lived in this house, I was afraid of it. I used to see shadows on my walls, used to see ghosts and have horrible nightmares. I'm not sure if your ghosts/spirits came with your house or you but I get the feeling that they like you and watch out for you. I feel that they did come with the house and like you because you sing to them. That was weird I just got that idea in my head.
Awww, my turtle is sleeping. I love him so much! He likes it when I sing, he always stops swimming to look at me when I am singing. I should get that on video for you. I feel bad I haven't made any videos since the 4th of July. :/. ~~~> lol that is my new favorite face. It's a sad face but I like it more than :(.
Okay my mom will be home pretty soon so I'm gonna watch some Gilmore Girls and when she gets home take a bath.
Love,
Me
7:59pm
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