After 4pm
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Hey Chels,
Wow, this is the first note ever that I’m writing to you from Ryan’s house. Well, maybe not the first, since I have written some really mean notes, but the first note that you’ll actually get to read. Lucky you!
I have to think of a way to make those really huge pictures fit (the newspaper articles) cuz I dunno about just folding them. Ugh… I can worry about that when I get to my house in IL, can’t I?
So anywho, sorry about that… it just popped into my head and I had to write it down, sort of like I’m thinking to myself while writing to you. Which I think is sort of rude, lol.
So, today is Tuesday. I have been here since Saturday night. I’m already having a better time than I was last time. Ryan actually told me he doesn’t ever want to take anything out on me ever again. A part of me knew deep down that it wasn’t me, it was him. But it hit me so hard because he would be mean and I would say something to defend myself and he would would call me a bitch. I was happier to be home than I ever had been, and at that point I didn’t know if I wanted to continue seeing him or not. But on this trip, I’m not gonna say he’s kissing my ass, but he’s acting more like my boyfriend and not the asshole who showed up during the summer. He also said that for some reason he missed me more this trip than he ever did before. My guess is it’s because I was bitchier this time than I ever had been, lol. So Saturday we had some pizza rolls (it’s become our little tradition to have pizza rolls on my first night back). We stayed up for a while and then went to sleep. Well, he did at least. I tossed and turned till 5am. Then I had some really freaky dreams. Ugh… I always have such weird dreams here. I can’t even remember them to write them down.
Oh, and thanks for looking up the phone situation for me. I think the first good upgrade I can get is next month. I didn’t realize this phone is a lot more hassle than anything. And for some reason, whenever I take pictures, it always makes a copy which I find really annoying. Some of the apps are cool, but that’s about it. I just want a PHONE phone, not one that has to go through a million screens just to get to the right one.
I think I’m gonna lay down for now. I love you!
<3,
me
4:41pm
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