June 24th, 2012

June 24th, 2012
12:10am

Hey Chels,
i'm writing from my cousin Gary's room. I am sleeping over at Jerry's (his dad--also my cousin) house for the first time ever tonight, and I brought the nb to mark the occasion!  So... I'm so exhausted and my ears are still ringing like mad crazy but I have to write (of course).  I had the craziest thought today.  What if I just drove over to Steve's house?  He's been my friend forever and I really want to have another trip because my last one sucked so bad.  He lives like 14 hours away from me which I will admit is pretty damn far, but if I plan it out from like a Thursday to a Monday, it could still be a good trip.  I haven't told ANYBODY this, and I'm contemplating even telling him about it.  I've always said that one day I'm just gonna show up at his doorstep, and he's said the same thing (although neither of us has ever taken the plunge and actually driven to each other's houses.)  I just feel like I'm sick of waiting to meet him and I just want to DO IT ALREADY.  I dunno... am I completely crazy?  I am going to look up some routes on Mapquest and see how long it would take, how much money I would need, etc.  It's not even like I really WANT anything to happen.  I just want to finally meet him in person and see him up close.  All I kept thinking at the demolition derby tonight was: "Man, it would be so perfect if Steve were here with me right now."  And that was the thought that started this whole thing.  I could have had him come here for the 4th of July but then I got invited somewhere else and I got nervous about explaining him or trying to bring him with and that's when things were still going on with Larry and me.  It's not like they've stopped completely, just not doing anything right now.  Meh... I am way too tired (as you can probably tell by my crazy handwriting right now) to be writing so I am gonna go for now. I love you and I will talk to you tomorrow.

<3,
me

12:34pm