2-3-13

2-3-13
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Happy Big Game Day!  Baltimore Ravens vs San Fransisco 49ers!  Who are YOU rooting for?  I don’t care to be honest.  Rory and Brian say Ravens, dad says 49ers.  I think I’m gonna pick the 49ers just to pick.  Lol.  Sooooo…. GO 49ERS!  Woo!  What I really can’t wait for is Beyonce at halftime.  I love her!  I think Alicia Keys is singing the national anthem.  Wheeee!
So, sorry I’ve been slowing down on the nbs.  :/ This week I really exhausted myself on the YouTube Idol stuff.  I think I may be eliminated but I say that all the time so we will see.  I did Black Cat by Janet Jackson for round 9, and Speechless by Lady Gaga for challenge 38.  I wasn’t happy with either but I’ve really become a perfectionist.  Lol.  I worked on Black Cat for like 4 days and I had so much trouble deciding what to do for the moment and whatnot.  Brian was ready to murder me because I just couldn’t be satisfied with it lol.  Speechless took a couple days, and now I am just exhausted (I am going to write what I can, then go upstairs and turn the Superbowl on, read, bathe, nap, and just relax).

So!  First I want to say that I think my friendship with Jessica may be at its end, sadly.  I’m sad, but I’m not going to freak out over this.  So, yesterday, Jessica texts me asking if I’m busy and can she come over.  Even though I needed to get my video done, I told her it was fine of course.  Then I never heard from her again.  I ended up calling her around 10 asking her (in a voicemail) to call me back and let me know she was alright. I didn’t hear back from her until around 1:15am.  I had put a status on FB about being ticked off at people and learning the definition of courtesy.  This was not directed at her only.  Yes part of it, but not just her.  So she sent me this long text saying she was sorry for not getting back to me and why.  Then said she needed to talk to me about some things that were said about her and she wanted to know if they were true.  Then she said we’d definitely talk today goodnight.  I told her I was sorry about my status and I was just in a bad mood but it wasn’t only about her.  Well, it’s 7pm now and not a word from her.  I can’t wait to hear what I supposedly said about her.  I will keep you informed.

I needs a nap.
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