11:15am
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Hey.
So how are you feeling this morning? I feel like a zombie. My shoulder doesn’t hurt too bad right now, but it was killing me overnight. It makes it so hard to sleep.
Brian and I have only said a few words to each other here and there. He slept here last night but I got no “I love you” or anything. I am beginning to think we’re going to end it and it’s causing panic, but I’m not chasing him. I think he’s leaving but he hasn’t bothered to say anything to me. I am so confused and hurt. Every time we fight his excuse is “I just have so much shit in my head, so much going on, I’m so stressed.” So do I, asshole but I don’t use it as an excuse to be rude to you.
So he just walked out saying, “Alright, if you want to talk to me later, get ahold of me. See ya.” And then he just walked out.
Like I’m nothing.
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