12:17am
hey Chels,
Sorry it took me so long to write in here but... happy belated summer solstace! It was also the longest day of the year. So... I hope it was good for you. Today was an okay day for me. I got to the booth at Swedish Days and everything was fine... and then the cramps started. I didn't think that much of it, just blamed the heat, but as time went on I started REALLY freaking out. I was going to stay until 4pm but around 2:30pm I was feeling kind of sick so I told Lea I was going home. I got to my car and checked myself and sure enough, my fucking period came! I was just mortified. But I managed to get home without any major incidents, only the knowledge that it would not be pretty to see once I got home... and I was right. It was so bad. And when I got my undies changed I managed to ruin another pair. So now I'm just wearing a tampon and that's gotta be good enough to hold me for a while because I can't sweat out all of this stuff and ruin every single pair of undies I own.
But anyway, I'm still thinking about that dream I had this morning. That guy was so beautiful, Chels! But it wasn't him that was beautiful so much as his spirit. I just couldn't get over how angelic his face looked, and he was so kind. I even remember never wanting to wake up because I didn't want to stop looking at him. I just hope he comes to visit me in my sleep again because he was special :).
So.. Barry's court case proved useless. Big shock. It is being continued until August 2nd. But you know what, I'm starting to not care anymore, anyway. Whether or not he goes to jail is no concern of mine. And if he doesn't get busted for this, he'll do something else stupid and get busted for that. Obviously if he thinks he can get away with all this, he's just going to continue to do stupid shit. He doesn't care about anyone besides himself. So FUCK him. Man... I was going over what I wrote in my last nb about how I liked him so much and blah blah blah... this nb is going to end up SO different. And it's kinda sad but... I guess that's life.
Ugh, tomorrow is gonna be busy :/. I have to help Lea for a bit, then come home and take a shower, then go to Monique's. I hope I can do the past life regression thing tomorrow or next week. Only shitty thing is, tomorrow will be day 2 of my period, aka the shittiest day EVER. But... I'm determined to get through it.
Anywho, I LOVE you!
Muah!
<3,
me
12:39am
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