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Well, happy hump day. It’s been a long day already and it’s not even 5pm. I got up “early” to help groom dogs again. I love the dogs I help Linda with. They’re so sweet. I’m not sure I even wrote about it that last time I helped, but it was the day before Thanksgiving. She has Jack, Jesse, and Molly who all belong to the creator of Boy Meets World. Jack and Jesse are golden doodles, Molly is a Maltese. Helping groom those fur babies is how I found out that “they’re” creating a spin off of Boy Meets World. I’m pretty stoked. I also had Louie, another Maltese, and Melee and Heiress who are chihuahua mixes. I waaaaant Melee. She’s so cute. Little, black, and so sweet. So anyway, now I am home and getting ready to do my video. I’m trying to figure out how to do backing tracks with it. If I had the internet, it would help shit, even if I had a laptop, it would help. Oh well, I’m sure I’ll figure it out. I hope you like my year in review thing. My drawing isn’t the greatest but I know you’ll appreciate it anyway. LMAO I told Brian I still draw like my 3rd grade self. Lmao. I can’t believe I’ll be done with part 1 soon. Possibly tonight. Which means tomorrow I will concentrate on my stories, the “I’m thankful for”, and poems. Oh and the book reviews. I’m not sure when I’ll start the photo shoots and videos, I think when I feel the timing is right. I want to get enough done so I’m not rushing to do everything. Haha. Brb, gotta get dinner. --ok back...ish. I’m super irritated right now but whatever. I just wanna get stuff done and no one leaves me alone or this or this happens ugh. Anyway:
Things I’m looking forward to in 2013:
a new year
working
driving
my one year anniversary with Brian
losing weight
new clothes
videos
photos
getting new glasses
new years
valentine’s day
my birthday
Brian’s birthday
seeing you for my 30th birthday!!
New Years Resolution
lose weight
take meds every day
find new friends
find new places to hang out
continue being positive
continue being faithful for God
work on getting certified for MA
learn spanish
books on anger management/not letting Rory get to me
say my affirmations
pay some of my student loans each month
get a credit report so I can work on fixing it.
look into birth control
get new clothes
get a laptop
write every day
find something to be thankful for everyday.
dance every day!
So I wanted to elaborate a little one what I was telling you about Brody getting smacked by Brian’s mom. It doesn’t happen a lot to my knowledge. Brody would definitely tell us if it did happen more often. The whole family is nuts. They’re all very nice but very dysfunctional. The good news is is EVERY family is dysfunctional and it’s not as bad as David’s mom. Barb (Brian’s mom) drinks a lot but sometimes it’s better that way because when she’s sober, she screams and yells. All 3 of her kids hate her. *I* like her but I’m sure I’ll have an issue with her sooner or later. Although she’s known me for nearly a year and there’s no issues yet lmao. I was going to make my video tonight but I didn’t get to because I spent so much time trying to figure out how to do it. I think I’m going to put the song on my phone, plug it into Brian’s car stereo, and record it on his laptop. I’ll hang something like a blanket behind me so they can’t tell it’s a car. Lmao. I guess we’ll see. Well, I fully intended on finishing this but Brian’s family is in rare form and driving me nuts! So one of these days I will finish.
--I’m back for God knows how long. Lmao. I just finished watching American Horror Story: Asylum. It’s a really great show and I think I may have Brian download the first season so I can watch it. Luckily the seasons don’t follow each other.
So, tomorrow I flyer again. *eye roll* I mean it’s $$, I just wish that they wouldn’t call me when I want to do other things lmao. It’s been a really busy week. I’m not really complaining, I just wish I was busy because of a real job. Lmao. Whoo! I reached page 190! That means this baby is nearly done. Yay! I just need to fill out my December review on page 183, and find a picture of my zorro for page 160. Then this part 1 will be complete. Today, I broke down over Zorro. I just really wish I knew what happened and had said goodbye. I know he knows I loved him, I’m just really going to miss him greeting me every time I come home. I’m going to miss how he’d head butt me for attention, rub up against me (which I was told is a cat’s version of a hug. I like that, so I’m going with it). When I would hold him, he’d grip me with his paws like he didn’t want to let go. He was so sweet and loveable. The sick thing is my dad said he couldn’t find Zorro and I blew it off ‘cause I thought--no, I swore--I’d just seen him that morning. I know, I know I’m repeating myself. Sorry! I miss my kitty. Leila and Jack are all we have left. Mr Jake Peebles went off to die last year. I wonder if Jack is next year. Jake was first to come live with us, then Jack (it might be the other way around?), then Zorro. All within a year of each other. I’m not a cat person but I do love my kitties. Ah hell, I love all my fur babies. If I get any more fur babies it will be from the pound or animal rescue. Today, my niece posted about a dog who had to be put down because his owner had starved him for weeks. The officer found him in a corner, unconscious, completely emaciated. They couldn’t save him. His name was Alfie and he was a Staffordshire terrier. He weighed 8 kilos at the end of his life and he should have weighed 18--I think it was 18… maybe 80?--kilos. People are so sick. Apparently the dog--Alfie--belonged to his ex gf. He had another dog who he fed. Why couldn’t he be bothered to feel Alfie? If you don’t want the dog, give it to someone who does. No one deserves to die that way. I’m crying just writing about it. It truly breaks my heart. Ok, I have to change the subject. Yesterday, I filled out an application for the marriott hotel. I think I wrote about it. I filled it out for a pool attendant which basically entails me to kiss ass making $10/hour, plus tips. Apparently, concierge is also available. I didn’t really tell the truth on my application. First, I put “no” to having fb on the app. Second, I didn’t put Sears or Dillards as job references. I’m worried a background check will reveal my lie which is basically saying (if they ask about the gaps) that I was married and didn’t need to work. Hopefully this will all work out in my favor. PLEASE DEAR GOD! I am ready to be working now. And it’s not retail so that’s a major plus.
In other news, Brian and I discussed moving to Indiana again. If he can claim taxes (he gets paid cash and hasn’t claimed gas or anything. I mean kept those receipts, my bad). Then we’d probably move there in March 2013--which is in a mere 4 months. I don’t know if I’ll be done with this nb by then. Brian says he’d have to look at really close and hard to make sure he’s not leading me into disaster. I feel 90% better about the Jen situation since I looked at emails between them and we’ve talked about it a lot. I’m only now worried about leaving my dad. I know Rory, him and Renee would accuse me of up and leaving him just like my mom did. Plus leaving him alone with Rory terrifies me. So I’m not sure what to do about all of that but I guess everything will work out the way it should. If I do move there though, I’d only be a few hours away from Winter and 4 hours away from Chicago. FOUR HOURS! That’s eons closer to my Rita. I’m not sure how far away from Chicago you are but it’s still closer to my Rita and that’s good enough for me. Think of what we could do with nbs then. We could drive to meet one another for a weekend and switch off notebooks haha. I mean, the possibilities are endless. Oooooh my god I feel like I broke my back. The pain I’m experiencing is ridiculous. And to think, I get to do all that walking tomorrow for an awesome $30. *eye roll*. I hope I get 300 done without having to cheat. And hopefully I will get called for an interview Friday at the Marriott. There’s a lot of hope going into the end of nb part 1 haha. As I bring this portion of the nb to a close, I just want to wish you a Merry Christmas, and a happy new year. I hope the last 25 days (it’s now technically Dec 6th) of your 2012 are every bit as wonderful as you. I hope you know how much I love you. I mean this obviously isn’t the “end” end but still.
Ok. I love you and I will “see” you in part two! LYMTL!
Love, Chelsea Loomis.
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