10/3/12

10/3/12
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:I. That’s my “I’m not amused” face.  I’m at the Delray Beach City library and EVERYTHING is down.
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What a wasted fucking day.  I couldn’t job search at the library so Brian picked me up and I went on some deliveries with him.  Then he got into it with his boss and walked out. Brian was on the work phone taking an order, and the other phone was ringing so Ronnie snatched the phone away and put it on hold.  Talk about RUDE!
So Brian got pissed and walked out.  We had agreed to come home, shower, change and go job searching but then Ronnie called and Brian went back in, so I got completely fucked out of a job search today.  I’m pissed about it, too.  I’m sick of struggling.  I just want shit to go my way for once.  I’m kind of mad at Brian, too.  I understand he needs to make money but don’t tell me we can do something and then fuck me over for a dickhead.  I know it’s his job but Jesus fuck.  I am just so frustrated right now.  My dad is on his way home but he’s too tired so this whole day has been a complete and utter waste.  I may just grab my kindle, take a bath, a nap, and shut the world out.  Sorry for all the negativity.  I guess Wednesday was just bound to be a bad day.  Love you.