Wednesday, November 19, 2014

10/16/12

10/16/12
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Hey there.  How are you?  I’m something.  What a day it’s been.  First I wanna tell you about my weekend though.  After “work” on Saturday, Brian and I left for Flagler Beach.  We got there around 9:30pm and I met more of Brian’s friends. CD, Ross, and Lindsay.  They were all very nice and I was just happy to finally meet CD.  I’m not sure why.  I just couldn’t wait!  So that was fine.  We didn’t do much, just chatted and drank.  I got tired and went to bed early.  Brian stayed up and got plastered.  He came into our room and said, “I said all good things about you.  The only bad thing I said about you was your low self esteem.”  After he left, I cried because I thought, why did he have to say anything negative about me at all?  I feel dumb, but at the same time, I still feel hurt.  Sunday, Ross took Brian and I out to breakfast.  Then, we all drove to St Augustine.  I had to bound Brian to leave.  I felt bad because I didn’t want him to leave his friends.  However, we had promised my mom we’d be on the road by 4pm and we hadn’t left by 4:30!   We stopped at a gas station and my mom called.  She ended up making me cry because she was like, “Well dinner is at 7 and if you aren’t here, we’re eating without you (meaning herself and Ivan--her roommate) and we’ll just save food, k?” I’m not sure why it upset me so much--enough to cry.  We were there between 6 and 6:30!  I pulled the whole “toldja so” bit, too.
Despite all that, it was one of the best visits I had with my mom ever.  Not just ‘cause she bought me a lot of stuff (which she did), but because she actually talked to me.

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