November 8th, 2007

November 8th, 2007
12:30pm

Hey chica!
Ack.  I had a dream with you in it but after I woke up i fell back asleep.  I did have a weird dream a couple of nights ago through.  I was with my friend Emily and we were running through people's yards at night.  She hopped this fence with spikes on top of it.  I stopped running and this guy came out of his house and opened the gate for me.  I said thanks and continued running.

Man--I am so stressed out over all these stupid bills.  Ugh! This week I'm putting $100.00 towards the car.  And next week I'm putting a lot more.  I just tried calling them but they won't tell me how much my balance is.  This is what I figure.  I missed Sept and Oct but I did manage to send in $100.00.  So right now I owe somewhere around $500.00. I'm going to send in $100 so now I owe $400.  And next week (the 16th) I'm sending in $300 (so I can pay other bills too) and the next week pay $100.00 so now all I have to pay is the $300 for this month's payment which I'll do at the beginning of next month.  HOPEFULLY it will work out that way.  It's either I pay my other bills or my car payment.  But now Brian has more hours so we'll be able to pay both (yay!)

Ack.  I gotta study for my test tonight.  I dun wanna!  But this time I know what to expect so I'm just goin to copy the answers from the back of the book and study that.

After I'm done doing that I'm going to finish up your present.

<3,
Rita
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dreamland part 2 (continued from pages 69 and 70):
Dream #1 symbols revealed:
Makeup (pg 364): (cosmetics) may expose false front one creates or it may indicate a need to address opportunities to enhance one's self-image.
touching face (page 211): (characteristics) reveals one's true personality.
distorted face--indicates the presence of some mental aberrations.
heavy makeup--denotes hypocrisy or a false front.
bathroom mirror (page 383): stands for self-perception; a call for self-examination.
clouded mirror: implies a lack of clear perception of oneself.
Kickboxing/kicking (page 332): calls for acceptance; denotes impatience or lack of self-control.
audience (pg 33): exemplifies the ever-present watchers in one's life; the eyes on us.
floating (meander, stream, pgs 372, 580)--meander means an aimless spiritual path.  Stream applies to the changing course one's spiritual search takes.
keyboards (331): refers to the ease of communication access.  This indicates someone who believes a certain communication/dialog isn't approachable.
bleachers (pg 63)--warns of complacency; a tendency to sit back and watch others do the work.
Ryan (pg 440)--portray the more complex human components of dreamscapes.  They are more diverse in meaning than any other imagine; therefore, the dreamer needs to recall multiple elements about the people presented in order to accurately analyze these human facets.  Who was the person?  Age?  Was an occupation presented?  What was the person wearing?  Any jewelry?  Did this person speak to the dreamer?  if so, what was said?  Refer to specific occupations, clothing, and physical characteristics for further clarification.
exposure (pg 208)--forewarms of some type of public exposure being done in one's future.  May hint of a betrayer in one's midst.
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This may not be all of the symbols you wanted me to focus on but this is what I took from the dream.

This dream sounds like you are doing some soul searching.  In one part of your life you are putting up a fake front so people don't know the "real you".  You also feel like there are people watching your every move.  Also, you may not know where your spiritual path is going but you know where you want it to end up.  I think this has a lot to do with work.  You feel like you are being watched and you can't do anything without someone either yelling at you or trying to make you look bad.  Based on what you tell me about the stupid bitches you work for, I'd say it's pretty accurate.
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Alrighty my dear, I need to get going for now.  I need to go take my test.  But then I shall come back and work on your dreams a lil bit more.  Yay!

<3,
Rita

6:15pm