November 7th, 2007

November 7th, 2007
12:13am

Hey Sweets,
I just realized that I didn't write in here at all today (well technically yesterday considering it's after midnight but whatever).  I just felt like with all the writing I've been doing I needed a break.  And today I decided that in addition to this notebook I am getting you a moonstone for your birthday.  I read about them today.  And here is what I found out:
I'm not gonna write it all out but essentially it helps with menstrual cramps and helps with psychic abilities.  It also helps calm emotions and soothes instability and stress.  I'll write it all out when I'm less tired.  But it's supposed to be a really calm and peaceful stone.  It also promotes dreamwalking which means that if you lose something and you need to find it or you miss someone you can hop into their dreams.  It's not really safe if you don't know how to control it.  I'll ask Nathan what it's all about and then write what he tells me.  I just looked it up.  Basically, we could agree to meet up in a certain place in our dream (like the beach or something).  I start walking towards you and if you have seen me and you accept me I'm in your dream!  It can be dangerous though.  That's the only part that scares me.  Cuz when you're asleep you're totally vulnerable to whatever comes your way.

Actually I am exhausted so I'm going to get ready for bed and then write in here some more.

Ahhh so much better.  So, there are a few things I wanted to write about.  When I was driving home from ur house I saw the moon.  It was so cool cuz you could see the outline of the moon but only the bottom in a cresent and it was this orangy-red color.  Pretty beautiful.  when I got home I turned on the tv and Hallie Barry was on Bravo talking about her new movie, "Things We Lost in the Fire."  I would like to see that movie with you.  I think it's a little serious but I'd still like to see it.  The way she was talking about having to move on after the loss of a loved one... it just hits close to home for me.  And the guy noted that she was pregnant and her face just lit up.  I have always enjoyed Hallie Barry movies and I think she is just a wonderful person.  I know she will be a great mommy.  :).
Well, after I turned the tv off, Brian and I made love.  I really love making love with him now.  The past few months have been really hard for me and for the longest time I didn't even know if I wanted to be in a relationship or get married.  But now my heart feels a lot better.

Man, these people who live upstairs are really loud.  It's 1am.  They need to go inside.  Don't these people have jobs?  Sheesh.

Anyways, today was pretty interesting, albeit not as crazy as last week.  Brian took the car today so I asked Nathan if he'd go to Publix with me so I could get something to eat.  We went to Publix and after that we went to Walmart.  He needed to get some Emergenc-e packets so he got two boxes of it and we went into the Christmas aisle.  He opened up the boxes and took some packets out and put them in his pockets.  But as he was doing it he said he felt bad about it.  I think it was because I was there.  Essentially I was his accomplice.  I don't believe in stealing at all.  But he is his own person so if he feels the need to take something from a coorporation that treats its employees like shit, then so be it.  He's not like Nick.  Nick uses my blanket to wrap himself in and gets smoke holes in it and uses my stuff for his personal use.  I found my bunny's food bowl he used to put all sorts of gross stuff in (like pot ashes).  I keep the incense dust but I keep it for a reason.

Oooh Christina Aguilera!  She's on SNL.  :).

I can't believe you're gonna be 24!  You're gettin' old!

Anywho, I am going to go to sleep soon.

<3,
me

1:29am

p.s. I dunno if you like Adrienne Curry (the model who married the Brady) but I have their wedding pics from OK! Magazine and I think they're cute so I'm putting them in here.  I dunno where yet though.
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November 7th, 2007
after 7pm

Oh my gosh girl my arm is hurting and these people are driving me crazy.  I'm at work right now.  The first customer of the night was this black lady.  this is what she wanted:
northfield
rc 2,3,4,5,6
$1 Tri 2/1 5
1 5/2/1 5
and Pompano
rc 1,2,3,4,5
$1 Tri 2/ 1 5
1 5/2/1 5

All together that's supposed to be $40.00.  So I collect the money and she walks away.  Well, two minutes later she comes back and asks me if I cleared out the screen already because she forgot to swipe her card.  I had to cancel all her tickets and repunch them and whole time I was doing that she kept telling me about some magical guy who could pull the screen back.  I dunno what she was thinking.  Methinks she was confused.
Anywho, I'm overdrafted again.  This sucks.  Just once I'd like to go for 1 month without getting overdrafted.  I put in as much money as I could so I hope it helps.  No matter what though I need to pay some money to my car.  Brb.  Oh my gosh I am so embarrassed.  I had Taco Bell for lunch today.  That was my first mistake.  I just went to the bathroom and let's just say it was very much needed.  After a while I waited until there was no one in the bathroom (2nd mistake) and I went to wash my hands.  As I was washing them these two girls come waltzing into the bathroom.  They were just like, "eww gross."  I didn't say a word I just walked out.  ::hides face in hands::.  I didn't MEAN to stink up the bathroom I promise!

Wow... I'm almost at 90 pages.  I believe this is the 1st time ever that I've written 90 pages in 12 days.  You would think that I would be finished.  But no.  I still gotta work on your gift, interpret your dreams and answer some questions.

I think tonight I'm going to focus on some questions because for one, I don't have any of the stuff I need for ur gift and for 2, i don't have the dream dictionary with me.  SO, questions it is!

Question Corner
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1) In 10 years I think it will be pretty much the same but hopefully the war will be over.  If we get a good president, the environment should be more balanced and peaceful.
In 20 years I'll be 45.  Holy shit!  By then I hope that the younger generation is healthier and less abusive.
In 50 years, I hope the world will continue to be balanced.  I think as long as we see problems happening and we make the effort to correct ourselves the earth will be a lot happier.

2) If I was on the Dr Phil show, it would be about why people can't let go of things.  I would talk to my exboyfriend and ask him why he can't let go of the past, why he can't move on.  I'm sure he's done a show like that in the past.  If he has and you've seen it please let me know what he says.

3) If I won the lottery here is what I'd do:
* help my parents out
* buy my car
* pay rent for the next year
* pay off all my credit cards
* buy the turtle and the snake sweet homes
* buy a new computer for Brian
* take a year off work and travel
* put a lot of money (not sure how much) into some animal shelters (the good ones).

4) If I had that many babies I'd make sure I had enough security to take care of them all.  But even though 8 is a lot I would not treat anybody differently.  But seriously?  8 children?  What am I giving birth to?  A litter of puppies?  Sheesh.

5) Hmmm.  My celebrity chef would have to be Martha Stewart.  That woman can make anything into anything and she is a perfectionist so it HAS to be good--whatever she makes.

6) Hmm... I'd ask them why they want my rabbit's hair brush.  Are they planning on raising a crop of rabbits or something?

7) If the guy was at least a nice person and that's all I have to do to end the vendetta I would do it, if the guy was a complete jerk that would be a different story.

8) a boat to get me off the island if I end up hating it there.

9) If I lost my love I would wait until my heart healed.  If it were Brian and I was with him for like 10 years it would be a couple years before I could even function as a human being, much less be in a relationship.

10) Hmmm... one song to sum my my entire life?  "In my life."  I think it's by the Beatles.

Whee that was fun!  Would have been even more fun if I wasn't interrupted every 2 seconds.

Well... I think I'm gonna end it here for now.  I'm too sleepy.

<3,
me

9:30pm or somewhere around