12:26am
Hey sweets,
Man what a night. Brian didn't get off work till almost 10. We went to Wendy's, came home, I relaxed for a while and took a bath. Now my hair is almost dry and it still needs to be brushed. There we go. Yay new batteries! My mouse died :(. Anywho... I have come to a decision. I think I'm gonna take a break from you for a few days. It's not anything personal... I just have this feeling that you need some alone time. I'll still talk to you in here though. I did find some cute stuff though. Oh! And when I feel better (Tuesday if I have enough money for gas) I am going to get my glasses fixed and then clean up my room. I found my tarot cards but I couldn't find my tarot card book. So... I am cleaning up my room and that is FINAL! So... without further adu (or whatever)... it's question time!
Whee!
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Your Questions... answered.
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1. Hmmm. The strangest most unusual thing to turn me on is tickling (only when Brian does it in 'certain places').
2. Those long car rides have to account for something, lol. I have given B a handjob while I was driving (I'm better at multitasking, lol).
3. I have never had multiple sex partners, but I have been curious as to what it would be like.
4. My sign would read, "you cap 'em, we tap 'em." haha! or "no glove, no love." something like that.
5. I never have... but for a very special occasion I might "be" a stripper...
6. hmm... on a mountaintop, in a tent with nothing but blankets, pillows, and each other to keep warm.
7. The craziest thing I've done for sex would have to be when I let Terri dress me up like a skank (not really but that's how it felt)
8. I would have to say anything sweet can be used... I am dying to use something besides whipped cream. BRB!
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Dec 31st, 2007
10:48pm
Woot woot!
The last post of 2007. I am chillin' in my room watching the Drew Carey show and working on the notebook. Everyone is really loud. But I know it won't last forever so it's okay. I am so beat. It was so busy today. I have to be honest with you. This is going to sound pathetic but I am still mad about what happened on Christmas. I feel like you just made excuses for him and the problem never really got solved. I also feel like I don't even want to hear anything David has to say to me. I understand your situation I mean I would expect you to take your husband's side. Maybe I am digging too deeply into this (and I am probably SERIOUSLY overreacting), but when you told me that "all he wanted to do is spend some time with me" it made me feel like I always get in the way. I did not want you guys to fight. I just wanted to spend Christmas morning with a couple friends. I feel like David was blaming me for not being able to have sex with you and you were mad at him for being able to talk to me in a way that he should be talking to you. And you're right. He should be talking to you in the same way that he talked to me. Maybe you are mad that I sat in the living room instead of chilling with you in the room while he wrapped your presents. All I do know is that as badly as I miss you and as badly as I need to get my laundry done, I need to stay away for now. I don't mean to be a whiny little 5 year old girl. I'm just trying to wrap my head around what's happened and try to get over the situation without killing anyone.
Ugh Brian expects me to go into the living room at almost midnight to tell him that it's almost midnight but I am so not moving. Why do I have to move? He's the one playing the dvd too loud, he can come in here. Plus he has my phone so he can check the time.
I'm SO FUCKING TIRED! It's ridiculous! Okay I just found my stamps. Fun!
Man... it was the year my grandmother died that I started watching MTV on New Years. It was also the same year that Geoff and I were going out. Before she died, things were perfect. Between Geoff and I, I mean. Then it happened and 2 days later I said yes to this guy I was talking to over the internet (I know, 15 year old drama is insane). I "broke up" with Geoff and I guess Dani talked to him for me. When I think back on that whole time in my life... no one really deserved that drama. But oh well. It was really funny though. We all were at Geoff's house in the basement (all us kids anyway) and we were telling stories and Bobby farted (he was like 9 at the time or something). All of a sudden we all screamed and ran up the stairs. Man I miss those days! Heh.
Awww... I just found out that the guy Tila Tequila picked broke up with her. That is so sad. Man... one time I am so going to NYC to watch the ball drop. I don't care if it's 5 years from now or when I'm 80. It will happen.
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Christmas questions!
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1.) I have always believed in Santa Claus. Even though I did eventually find out where the presents came from, and I did believe in the story of Jesus being born in the manger, I still love the spirit of Santa Claus on Christmas.
2.) Our family has many traditions. And as I grow up they had to change. When I was little, my godmother would come for a few days. When I was 8 she developed Altheimer's (sp) disease. When I was little up until my gramma died, we would all get together on the 23rd, 24th and 25th to visit and open presents. When my gramma died, that was the last holiday I spent in that house. For a couple of years my parents, my aunt and I would drive to Ohio to see my uncle. After that we started going to my cousin's house (the one who has cancer now) for Christmas eve. Now the tradition is just opening presents, a meal of some sort and just being together.
3.) My favorite Christmas would have to be when my uncle Ken first got married to Joyce. She brought her 3 children (who were at least our age now). My aunt Lori and I were sitting on the piano bench and Lori picked out a book and told me to open up a page and that would be our song. I opened it to "Downtown" and Joyce played it on the piano and we all sang it. Now whenever I see Girl Interrupted I always think about that.
4.) My favorite Christmas gift so far would have to be... oh gosh I don't even know.
5.) I didn't have a stocking this year :(.
6.) Yes so I never did. :( again
7.) Hmmm.... eggnog, gingerbread men, Christmas decorations, gingerbread lattes (From starbucks!), cranberry sierra mist slurpee, almond cookies...
8.) favorite song... Santa Baby :)
9.) holiday movie... Love Actually
10.) to not go broke!
11.) I would give Kathy the cure for her cancer so she can get better.
12.) yep! in school we did that.
13.) We would take each other Christmas shopping and pair off. It was really fun and a wee bit aggrevating.
14.) The true meaning of Christmas for me is just taking the time to remember people. People's hearts change on Christmas. It's not always a positive thing, but you can make anyone's day by saying, "Merry Christmas."
15.) my favorite holiday smell is snow.
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Woot I survived this questionaire.
Brian and I watched the ball drop and he whispered to me, "This year will be better." Yeah... we'll see. More sex... more money... (less lying and being miserable)... I guess I should not have high expectations for this year.
Alright... I am exhausted. But before I go...
2008 Predictions!
*Either you or I will get pregnant
*Britney Spears will have a better year (hopefully her sister's pregnancy will calm her down)
*you will go back to school and/or find a new job that you love
*I will graduate school
*Lauren and Earnest will break up (woot woot)
*I'll get to see my parents
*Kathy will be okay.
(things I wish for moreso than predictions).
*Nathan, Ryan, Brian and I will all live together (officially, and I'll get to move out of this house finally).
New Years/Christmas questions:
*what is the best gift you've gotten for christmas?
*have you ever believed in Santa?
*what are some new year's resolutions that you've made that you've actually kept?
*what is one Christmas memory that will stay with you forever?
*what was your wildest NYE?
*what is the worst Christmas present you've ever gotten?
*what is one emotion you feel when watching the ball drop?
*what are some old family traditions your family has kept over the years and what are some new ones you've made?
*what is one thing you wanted this Christmas season that you never got?
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Well, I think that is all for now, sweets. It's almost 1am and I am exhausted. It's time to turn in, turn the light off, and... watch America's Next Top Model! Woot!
<3,
Rita
12:58am
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