Nov 22nd, 2007

Nov. 22nd, 2007
6:44pm

Hello!  Happy Thanksgiving lady!  I'm so glad you guys came over.  It's sad that Nathan couldn't make it.  But we'll make him a plate of food and I'd like it if you could tell him that he was missed and happy Thanksgiving, please.
Man I am sooo tired and I'm not looking forward to those dishes.  Aww, I wish I'd gotten ahold of Sherry.  I was all excited about calling her.  It's been two years, almost three (In February) since we even spoke.  I remember because David and I had just gotten in our car accident and she called me.  I never heard from her again and I don't know why I never called her.  But it's sad.
But the woman who answered the phone sounded like her mom--who never liked me so maybe she lied.  But how would she have known it was me?  Besides, everyone in Tallahassee sounds the same, southern drawl and all.  I guess if it's meant to be, then one day, it will be.

I AM THANKFUL FOR:
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1. you and Brian
2. david
3. lynnie and mike
4. good food
5. family
6. winter grace
7. animals
8. movies
9. the ocean
10. music
11. dance
12. the notebook
13. all my friends
14. Jesus
15. the fact that I've come this far!
16. poetry
17. internet
18. rain
19. clouds
20. funny quotes
21. power of prayer
22. makeup
23. pretty dresses
24. flowers
25. books
26. long hot baths
27. perfumes
28. my birthday
29. Thanksgiving
30. Christmas.

Wow that was hard.  But I have so many other things to be thankful for that I just haven't thought of yet.

Oof, I need to do some major sit ups.  Lol *cries*.  I do not want to go back to work tomorrow!  Mew.  It's going to be a loooong day and Tamara isn't going to be happy that I didn't finish doing everything. Grrrrr.  You know, it's not like I don't try. So whatever.  She made me cry once.  That will not happen again.  I already told on her once.  If she makes me cry again--whatever.  But this time I will stand up for myself.  But I will have to remember to keep my cool while doing so.  I'm trying not to project or anything but I can see things escalating to the point where I walk out.  It happened at TDN several times.  But you know, people can only push me so far before I push back and stand up for myself.  Tamara accuses Valicia of doing all these things, and then Tamara turns around and does it.  So either Tamara is a LIAR, a hypocrite, both, or it's the totem pole thing.  You know, Val (our cosmetics manager), does it to her, so Tamara has to have someone to do it to also.  Doesn't make it right--but it happens!