12/3/12

12-3-12
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Ooooh I got a new pilot pen!  I’m a happy camper.  Today has been a good day so far.  Brian and I watched a couple episodes of Sons of Anarchy.  Then I decorated the tree more, and now I am having a mimosa while Brian makes breakfast burritos (at 2:30pm lmao).  I decided not to do my boxes today.  Instead:
--Sons of anarchy
--write in here
--work on stories
--take pictures
--practice “any man of mine”.
Which is basically what I had planned anyway.  I just want to finish this and in between this and part 2, I’ll work on other stuff.  I love how relaxed I’ve let myself be with this and it’s so far coming out amazing.  I mean, not that there’s much to it yet but I am still extremely proud of it so far.  I know you’ve been dying to hear those words for a very long time lol.  I’ve been dying to say them haha.  Ahhhh I am sitting by an open window at the dining room table and felt a very nice breeze.  Too bad it’s already gone.
Wow, my dad just told me some crazy stuff.  Last week, the cops were at Oscar’s house for 3 days total.  I never found out why until just now.  My dad thinks it was a homicide occurrence.  Bobby, this weird guy living there told my dad his old girlfriend came by looking completely wrecked.  He asked her why she was talking funny and supposedly she just said her voice is maturing.  This is his story but everyone in that whole house is so whacked so this is why my dad is like “stay the eff away from those people.”  Which he has said for years and it gets worse and worse.  Anyway, so he lets this chick stay at the house and I guess he accused her of doing drugs in the bathroom and she said she wasn’t and that all she wanted to do was lay down.  So I guess he tried to wake her up later and she was dead.  Her neck had been broken though.  That’s the weird part.  So my dad thinks it was a homicide, and now the Bobby guy got arrested (I’m not sure why) and he was trying to show my dad that he had a permit for a concealed weapon.  I’m not really sure I understand all that but it’s just very strange.  They always try to involve my family in things.  That’s probably because of my involvement with Oscar.  I feel really bad about it.  I just wonder really what goes on in that house though.  There’s always umpteen crazy people living there.  A few months after Rory moved back in, U turn ran out and got in a fight with some psychotic guy’s dog and then that guy and the woman behind us got in a fight with me over it.  Wait that might actually not have been just after Rory moved back in.  It was the same year you came to visit though I think.  The guy yelled at me because U turn wasn’t on a leash (even though I didn’t let him out on purpose) and yet his dog wasn’t on a leash, either.  And what was on purpose.  He was just outside chillin’ with the dog.  Well that dog and U turn got into it and I ran to get U turn.  The guy is screaming at me, then the bitch behind me came running over, screaming at me about if my dog ever attacks her dogs.  I was like, “this has nothing to do with you, stay out of it” and she wouldn’t shut up and she got in my face so I shoved her away from me and it’s like, Jesus lady, I’m trying to get my dog away from this fight.  Then the crazy guy came to my door and started screaming at me again and I slammed the door in his face.  Not too much longer after that, he got carted off to the mental hospital.  These are the types of weirdos living in that house.
I can’t believe my cat is gone.  I am beyond sad right now.  I realize he was 13 but it still breaks my heart that he’s gone.  I don’t know if he died of old age or what?  It seems odd to me that he didn’t go off to die alone like cats normally do.  Brian thinks he got into poison and my dad thinks he got hit by a car and ran back towards my house and died.  I wish I’d hugged him one last time.  Now, he’ll never greet me again when I come outside or return home.  I am so heart broken.  He was such a bully to other animals and he loved to hunt--but he was always so sweet to me.  I’m glad I still have Black Jack and Leela, Tobi and U turn.  But I really miss Tucker and Zorro.  Ugh.  Enough of this crap.  Dear God, please welcome Zorro home with open arms.  Give him a place with Tucker and all my other fur babies.  <3.
I will never forget when I first laid eyes on Zorro.  I was coming home with my mom and dad--I don’t remember where.  I heard him crying so I ventured from my yard to my neighbor’s yard across the street and I said “here, kitty kitty” and Zorro jumped into my arms.  I had to keep him in the garage at first because of all his worms and fleas but I kept going out there to love on him.  I named him Zorro because at first it looked like he had a mask like Zorro lol.  It’s so sad that he’s gone.  I can’t even believe it.  And just earlier my dad had said he hadn’t seen Zorro in a while but I swear I’d seen him yesterday.  Then Brody and Brian found him and I refused to believe it at first but it was true.  I am really tired.  I had way more I wanted to do tonight but I’m going to just take a break.  Well, I’m not sure how long I slept for, an hour maybe.  I am sleepy.  Oh well!  It’s 11 so maybe Brian will be finished warcracking soon so we can go.  I don’t mind being here but it drives me nuts how I only get him 2 nights a week though, plus all day Monday.  (Well, until 3:30 anyway)
Monday--day off, pick Brody up from school at 3:30pm.  Then he has to raid from like 8 to midnight on WOW.
Tuesday--he works on raiding on WOW
Wednesday--FREE!  NO WOW!
Thursday--he works, then WOW
Friday--he works from 11-11
Saturday--works then free!
Sunday--works 5-9
So, I was supposed to tell you about Danielle and Robbie Hill. So I think I will do that now.  Ok, so I met Danielle through Dawson who is the epitome of white trash.  I’m talking missing teeth, stealing, lying, and falling in love with a new girl every week.  But yea, so I met her through Dawson.  (BTW--remember Bobby aka Romeo who I went on like 2 dates with?  That is Dawson’s brother).  And she has fallen in love with a new guy every week since I met her.  The 2nd, er ok, 3rd to last guy--was Romeo aka Bobby.  So let me just say that Bobby is a one trick pony (in other words he dedicates all the same songs to the girls he gets with).  In case you don’t remember him, he’s the one I went on a date with after Christmas last year who got mad at me over Ryan Mac.  I don’t even know about that situation.  Lmao.  That date was an EPIC FAIL.  Anywho, he told Danielle all the same things he told me.  He’s been interested in me since such and such a time and blah blah.  Pfffft.  What a line of bull.  So, he tells her he wants to be with her, she freaks, sleeps with his best friend Tim, and then Bobby and her get together and it all becomes this big freaking thing.  I don’t know all the details but I don’t really care, either.  All I know is that first she didn’t want to come to my party because Bobby and Tim were so mean to her.  Then she was because I was upset with her over it, then she wasn’t because Tim and Bobby have been so mean to her and no one is there to protect her.  Then she was again.  Yea.  So she ends up going, with her best friend--who I knew.  And what does she do?  She ends up making out with Tim.  Lmao.  I can’t keep up.  Why can’t people just be happy single?  I mean, I know I’ve always been boy crazy but it’s not like I was miserable with life if I was single.  Lmao.  Whatever.  So, Robbie Hill.  Ok I’m trying to remember how old I was when he started at my church. I think I was 14 and boy was he cute!  I think all the girls were totally into Robbie Hill.  I ended up dating him for like a week but I don’t remember why he broke up with me.  I was devastated though.  DEVASTATED I TELL YOU!  Haha, whatever that means at 15.  He started dating Stephanie and they were together for like 2 years.  Not sure what she had that I didn’t but whatever.  I will write more about it later.  I guess Brian is finally done warcracking.  Ok he told me to continue writing.  Lol.  I’m pissed my new pen already ran out.  Ugh. So yea before Robbie started getting with Stephanie Gill, we did this Christmas caroling thing and my friend Traci Dax came with me.  She invited her cousin Jimmy and he and I ended up flirting a lot.  Robbie told me later he was going to give me another chance but then he saw me with Jimmy.  I think boys are born to play games.  *eye roll.*  I ended up dating Jimmy but that was a short relationship too. Lmao.  Oh teenage memories.  How fun!  Anyway, Stephanie told me all the church girls were snotty to her.  I was like, “Hey me too.”  But neither of us realized it was because they were jealous of us. So ha.  When Robbie and Stephanie broke up, he said some really ugly things about her. I don’t remember what they were but I remember I believed all of it because Stephanie never gave me the time of day.  I think she thought I was as snotty as the other church girls and I believed she was mean, too.  It was really cool to run into her.  What a small freakin’ world.  She’s really nice, too.  It’s too bad it took me over 13 years to know that.
So, tomorrow I want:
--to clean my room and do laundry
--work on Any Man o Mine
--write in here
--get pretty
--go get my application for Marriott.  I’m really hoping I have a job in the new year.  It would be as a pool attendant which doesn’t sound too bad.  My friend Ryan Mynhier says I just have to be cheerful and hand out towels and whatnot.  Um, I can do that even if it is bitchy, snooty people.  So yay I hope I get that job.  It’s $10 an hour plus tips.  I hope I get this job!  So, I decided I am going to end this portion of the nb with my 2012 in review synopsis.  So I think that will be fun.  I would like to type it but that’s not doable right now and that’s okay.  I can deal with it.  The next portion will be fun to put together too and I’ll likely figure out a way to type things out and print for that one.  If you can’t tell, I am kind of antsy lmao.  I just want to start on the creative stuff already but I have so much I’m doing.  I feel like you with all these projects.  Lmao.  Alright I am going to go now.  I love you!

LYMTL!

<3,
me
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Dear Zorro,
Thank you for being my fur baby for so long.  You gave me so many good years.  I loved your long, skinny cat body and your handsome face.  I’m sorry you suffered at the end, and that I couldn’t tell you all this before you left me.  Rest in peace, Z-man.  I love you.  tell Bondo, Hobbs, Gemima, Margo, Hazel, Amos, Jake P, and Tucker I love them too.
Love always,
Chelsea
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