12:04pm
Wow I'm up early. I went to sleep early. So... yeah. Again I had a strange dream.
I dreamed that I was taking a walk at night and came across this park. I noticed that there was a green totebag that apparently had been abandoned. There was also a laptop, a phone and a bunch of other electronics sprawled out everywhere so I took the green totebag, along with the laptop and the phone. That is pretty much all I remember though.
Ooh great--Brian's boss just called. He is SO getting in trouble for not goin to work yesterday and not calling in. Dumbass.
Steal--reveals an unwillingness to expend efforts toward goals; impatience.
Green--represents health and growth
night--corresponds to the preferred time to explore hidden aspects of self or spiritual matters.
laptop--reveals a desire to have the convenience of information access at all times.
cellular telephone--symbolizes preparedness and/or efficency.
Okay so what this is telling me is that I am impatient for information... probably because I am impatient to get my debit card so I could put some money in my bank so I don't get overdrafted like I'm pretty sure I'm going to this week. Because I am now STUCK in the paddock on Saturday nights thanks to stupid Bitch where I don't get any tips whatsoever. I am not looking forward to it. Since Brian doesn't want to ask Ryan to drive him to work I have to scrounge up whatever money I have for gas. How in the hell did I go through all that money in 3 days? Sheesh. Oh well. It'll work out I hope. I am just sick of being moved around due to someone's laziness and stupidity. I was doing well where I was. The thing I don't understand is that I was in the paddock last year and I took a Saturday night off and they still continued to put me there. I was on 428 which I actually liked after a while and I took off one Saturday and now I'm stuck in the paddock. I dunno what it's going to take for me to get out of it. I'll wait a week and if I'm still there, start calling in and see what happens.
They say we're not supposed to think of any window as "our" window. But they have a knack of putting people in the same places so the customer gets used to seeing the same face. Once you get to know someone and you guys like each other you start getting tipped. But it doesn't really matter where you are. It happens everywhere. Blah. I'll stop bitching about it. I think I'm gonna go for a while.
<3,
me
12:46pm
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3:49pm
hey sweets!
Well, I got a little over 2 hours until I have to go to work. I started doing laundry (hanging it up) but then I got too tired so I stopped. So... I have found a bunch of cool things:
VALENTINE'S DAY STUFF (for real this time):
Traditions!
*Hundreds of years ago in England, many children dressed up as adults on Valentine's Day. They went singing from home to home. One verse they sang was:
Good morning to you, valentine;
curl your locks as I do mine--
two before and three behind.
Good morning to you, valentine.
*In Wales, wooden love spoons were carved and given as gifts on February 14th. Hearts, keys, and keyholes were favorite decorations on the spoons. The decoration meant, "You unlock my heart!"
*In the Middle Ages, young men and women drew names from a bowl to see who their valentines would be. They would wear these names on their sleeves for one week. To wear your heart on your sleeve now means that it is easy for other people to know how you are feeling.
*In some countries, a young woman may recieve a gift of clothing from a young man. If she keeps the gift, it means she will marry him.
*Some people used to believe that if a woman saw a robin flying overhead on Valentine's Day, it meant she would marry a sailor. If she saw a sparrow, she would marry a poor man and be very happy. If she saw a goldfinch, she would marry a millionarre.
*a love seat is a wide chair. It was first made to seat one woman and her wide dress. Later, the love seat or courting seat had two sections, often in an s-shape. In the way, a couple could sit together--but not too closely!
*Think of five or six names of boys or girls you might marry. As you twist the stem of an apple, recite the names until the stem comes off. You will marry the person whose name you were saying when the stem fell off.
*pick a dandelion that has gone to seed. Take a deep breath and blow the seeds into the wind. Count the seeds that remain on the stem. That is the number of children you will have.
*if you cut an apple in half and count how many seeds are inside, you will also know how many children you will have.
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Alright. These are journal/topic ideas that I found might inspire so cool journal pages:
*my full name and how it was decided on
*my dream house (you could draw a house and describe the different rooms)
*I am the one who
*In the left corner, behind the filing cabinet...
*the holiday I wish we had
*I believe...
*I can...
*sunshine makes me feel...
*the most amazing thing I've ever seen is...
*summer memories
*colors
*what if...
I just gave you some ideas in case you get bored. Instead of filling it out like a survey, create a page for whichever one or ones that inspire you the most.
Holy shit! Apparently Britney Spears got taken out of her own house in an ambulance because she was intoxicated. And Kevin now has SOLE custody of their two children. Damn. Just--damn. What the hell is wrong with Britney? I just hope she can turn her life around. Woot woot my laundry is almost finished! Yeah!
Alrighty I'mma go for now. Love you!
<3,
me
5:08pm
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11:47pm
I'm so tired! But at least I'm home. I actually had a pretty decent night. I was in the paddock (which at first pissed me off but oh well). I got some tips! Woo hoo! And I finally opened some mail from my uncle and he had sent me a check for $100.00! That just made my whole night. And then I guess Brian had called Nathan to pick him up. I got home and Ryan was like, "whoa why are you here before Brian?"
Apparently Brian got the crazy idea in his head that I wasn't getting off work until 12-12:30am and he didn't want to wait that long. So he called Nathan and Nathan called my work and told me not to pick him up. Haha I'm here first! Neener neener.
Ooh I have wanted to write about this for a while now. Last Sunday there was this guy who came to my window and he bet like over $200.00. He bet $54.00 to win on a horse... no to place... and it won. He came looking for the ticket but I kept it and he was being a real asshole. I kept it until the next day and I tried to cash it but I couldn't because he asked the track to freeze it so no one else could cash it. So I ripped it up. At first I threw it out, but then I wanted to tape it back together and put it in here. Oops I missed a piece. Oh well. I wonder how much it won. Damn it! I give up trying to look up stuff online. Ugh! So... to sum up... this is what happens when you piss me off.
Man... it's 12:41am and Brian isn't home yet. What the fuck is going on? Man--I am so getting a latte tomorrow. I don't care if it's seasoned or not. Sorry I keep babbling. I don't want to fill up this notebook with gibberish and garbage but this is what you get when it's almost 1am and I'm writing about nothing. Haha they JUST now got home. Neener neener. Anywho I love you and I'll write/decorate when I get home from work.
<3 you!
Rita bo Bita
12:50am
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