1:20pm
Back to the pencil because the one pen I had working has disappeared. Ooh, maybe it's in my purse... Score! So, it's Sunday. I have a lot of things I need to do today.
--get all the mail together to have it sent out tomorrow
--get a money order
--send out an insurance bill for Dillard's
--get online for the challenge I'm in (big brother)
--bible study.
fuck brb.
11:51pm
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Sorry bout earlier, I had bad cramps. Then I just took a bath and went with Lynne and Big Papa to see Butch, Big Papa's brother. Very nice people. He's going to record Big Papa and I singing and try to get us famous. Lol. Woo hoo! So tomorrow, I have training. I can't believe that shit is in Miami Beach, man. I'm nervous. I just want things to work out. Lol.
Last night, my dad was such a jerk. I'm so sick of this crap with my family. We'd called earlier to ask him a question and he said we could come over he had something for us (well me). He asked if we still had his car jack, which we did. He never said he neded it. Anyway, we told him we'd be there but we didn't say when. David had to help Jasin though.
So, I went home and took a nap, David helped J, and came home. It was like 8:30pm and we left to go to my dad's. Just then my dad calls and he's like, "I thought you were coming over" I said we were and we were on our way, David had to help someone out. So my dad the ASSHOLE is like, "well it's too late NOW I'm already leaving for dinner." I mean why the fuck do you have to be an asshole? I come to find out, he needed the jack.
A) why didn't you tell us earlier you needed it?
B) why wait until it's too late to call and ask where we are?
so you can fucking yell at me and be an asshole? Fuck you! So for now, I'm done with them. I just can't stand being treated like the one who never does right. At all. I will never be good enough for them. Sadly, I have to put on a facade for other people who ask me how they are and are friends with them. I don't need to have a debate over it and be questioned and told I'm wrong so I lie. Exfuckingcuse me if that pisses anyone off. I gotta do what I gotta do.
I gave the short version of how David and I met at bible study. I was a little embarrassed because David was still married when we got together. I know people look down on that you know? So, I was telling Lynne about that and I knew she'd make me feel better about it. She has made mistakes but never makes me feel bad for my choices and supports me 100%. That's a true mother to me. She never discourages me, and takes good care of me.
I have to be up at 6am and it's 12:17 now so, I gotta go. Sweet dreams.
<3,
Chelsea
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