12/17/07

12/17/07

Wow, I just drooled.  Lol.  Weird.  So, here I am at my dad's house.
It's hard writing this when I have a gazillion IMs ugh.  OH well, it's what I get for being an internet freak.  Haha.

I found out I'm getting a new counter manager Tuesday and she sounds like a real cunt already.  So now I'm feeling really panicky!
Apparently she's like, from Boca and very "sophistocated".  So we'll see.  =(.

Well, I didn't tape things so well.  =/ oh well.  I'm lazy so sue me.

THIS WEEK:
--get new shoes
--get Rory's xmas gift
--get Laura, Mal, Kay and Court small gifts
--send out xmas gifts
--send out xmas cards
--work
--stamps

It's gonna be a hectic week.  Too bad David's not here.  I miss him.  =( *sniffle*

It sucks that he had to go back to Destin already.  But at least he's making money.  So that's good.

Well, I have nothing to say so I'm outtie like a belly button.

Love,
c
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Mon Dec 17th, 07
11:30am

So, Ellen is promoting Chris Bryant the car jumper.  She got him a job with Nike.  So anyway, he made a commercial and it's awesome!  That guy is such an inspiration to me because he had a dream and instead of sitting around and bitch like I do, he did something about it.  OMG--why do I always buy sucky pens?

Man, Ellen is the best!  I'm totally writing her so I can be on the show.  Lol Just in the audience though.  For Christmas next year.  Woot.  I want some of her giveaways dammit.

Well, now I'll have Riley all day so Traci can go shopping too.  I just feel like I never get a real day off.

That's why on Christmas, I'm just sitting at home doing nothing.

I am so sad over the mother and daughter being killed at Boca Town Center the other day.  The little girl would have been 9 yesterday.  That's so sad.  Whoever killed her didn't give her a full shot at life and that really pisses me off.

Ooooh lunch is ready, gotta eat.

3:00pm
Ugh.  I'm really beginning to wonder if I'm pregnant.  My period still hasn't come and I smoked this morning and I felt like instead of a cigarette, it was pot.  I did not feel good at all.  Now I just smoked again, and my tummy hurt. Initiative to quit.

Haha!  Riley and I are watching "meet the Robinson's" and there was a loud horn noise.  Riley jumped like a mile.  This movie is actually really good!

Anyway, Riley is being super good.  So sweet! He's saying thank you and giving me loves.  I love this kid lol.  The dogs went nuts, right?  So Riman is like, "I think they need to go for a walk..." Lol.  He's funny.  So, like in an hr we'll take the dogs for a walk.

Man, I have no tape or boxes!  Ahhh!  I have a gift wrapping obsession, Rita.  :S I hate it. It's driving me INSANE!  And I have no frickin clue how I'm gonna get things done this week.

Ok... this movie lost me.  Lol.

I saw this dress at Dillard's and wanted it, but they didn't have my size.  Can you believe that?  The bastards NEVER have my size.  Not a lot of stores do.  I'm too fat!

I know what you're thinking.  You're thinking "shut up before I smack you."  So, ok, I will.  Lol.

But it really is a cute dress.  There was a similar black one that had a more flowy skirt and thin waist that I liked even more and they didn't have THAT in my size either!  Bastards!

Riley is beginning to be kinda mean now.  I think he's just tired though.  I think I need to change his diaper.  I can't believe he's not potty trained yet.  Traci is tryin', everyone is but he's stubborn.  Winter was stubborn too.

K, how did this kid turn out to be Wilbur's father?  I DON'T GET IT.  I think I need to rewatch this movie lol.

So for Christmas day, I think we'll rent
--nightmare before xmas
--corpse bride (which I have).
--300

I'm sure there's others I'll want to rent.  Oh!  The Santa Claus fo' shizzle!  Lol.

I'm sleepy.

Awww ok, the movie ended up making sense after all and it was soooo good.

Yay!!

Alright, Imma change Kiddo's diaper and walk the dogs.  <3 you!

5:00pm
I can't believe how thick this notebook got!  Everyone always asks me if this notebook is for school.  I feel like slapping them.  Cause like, it's really none of their business, why do they have to know?  Lol.

My dad asked me what I want for Christmas and I really don't know lol.  I feel like there's really not anything I want.  So, that sucks.  I guess I just want clothes, makeup, a makeup case, movies, and... that's it.  Lol.

OMG!  Guess who called me and left a message? AMANDA! She was like, "Oh sorry I've been such a stranger.  I have just been busy.  But I want to keep in touch with you guys especially cause it's the holidays."  David has the phone and had me listen to the message. So then I called him back and told him what she said.  He was like, "I think that's her way of asking for a gift because no one else will get her one."  haha.

I'm thinking of calling her back to find out why she did all the things she did.  Maybe I could forgive her if I understood why... I donno though.  A lot of things have happened to me since I last spoke to her.  I'm a different girl than I was back in August.  It's crazy how circumstances change a person's perspective...

I don't want to really be best friends with Amanda, because she was a flake, involved in way too much drama, and she hurt me.  But I don't want there to be bad blood.  I just wonder if her and I could get through all that and be friends. I mean, look at everything you and I got through!  I donno.  See how confused I am?  I donno what to do.  Lol.

So, I'm wondering how things are going for you since our talk last night.  Like, I don't want to give you the wrong advice and just tell you to leave him, because you love Brian.  And despite all the bullshit, I'm sure he loves you too. I just think that sometimes, people get so familiar and comfortable with each other that they stop trying to impress the person they love and forget to do special things w/them.  But I see you getting to where I was and that's not okay with me.  So you know, you need to make some decisions.  I hope whatever decision you make will be the best one for you, and that you'll be happy!  No matter what, I am here for you.

Mmmmm, egg nog!  I adore egg nog, lol.  And my dad knows this, so I'm thinking that's why I found egg nog in the fridge.  Awww.  Nice daddy.

Oooh, Thomas the Tank Engine is on!  There goes Riley.  Lol.  He was like, I wanna read this magazine and he brought it over for me to read.  Then all of a sudden he set it down and ran away and that's when I heard the Thomas theme song playing.  Crazy boy.

Hmph.  It's 6ishpm and you haven't called me like I asked you to.  Meanie. Lol. It's okay though, I guess.  I'm w/Riley anyway.  Mah, 15 pages left!  I donno how to even fill the last 15 pages!  Well, I do know I'm going to do two more pictures, a page w/ new years resolutions, and a page of 2007 in review.  So, that's 4 less pages.  So really, 11 more and I can fill that up easy cause I'm sure there will be some kind of something to tell you about.  Lol.

Oh, man.  I am TIRED.  I just want to go to sleep nooooooow.  But I can't cuz Ri is still here and I have more gift wrapping to do.

I think I'm gonna go now...