5:22pm
Hey!
Wow, I've been in NBS mode for so long that I've kind of been neglecting the writing part. But... I did manage to go to the library and check out MORE books. I seriously have half the teen section sitting on my bedroom floor stacked up high, lol. But I am determined to read all of these books. They're mostly either about vampires or witches. So.. it should be an interesting rest of the summer, lol.
I had to give myself a schedule so I could have time to focus on only a few things per day as opposed to being all scrambled and whatnot. Also, I am going to get paid late so I can't really do much for the next 23 days. So I will be able to get a LOT of stuff done, which makes me extremely happy. I'm kinda bummed that I have to keep myself from spending money but if i went out as much as I do now, I'd REALLY be broke. The funny thing is, I have a feeling that I'll be done with this notebook before I get paid again. So I WILL be forking over some money for a brand new nb and some printer paper to print some stuff out and some folders to keep everything organized. I might have to go to Walmart, which I hate, but I'm pretty sure it will be less expensive there than anywhere else. Damn you, Walmart! I'm gonna look online and compare prices to see if Walmart is REALLY the better deal. So anyway... I am feeling so peaceful right now. About you-know-who, I mean. The guy I've been crushing on pretty much all year. I just have this feeling that he feels like things will eventually happen between us and I'm not going anywhere and I feel like instead of freaking out about what is "supposed" to happen, I should have that mindset, also. I've been trying to accomplish it but after everything I've been through this year, I think it's understandable that I can't just be "okay" with being patient and waiting things out when I have this incredible urge to fast forward to when I don't have to be patient anymore. But then I'd be missing the point. I'm FREE! I don't have anyone to answer to, finally, after all these years of being crapped on. The important thing is that NOW I am finally feeling peaceful again and I don't want to fast forward anything. You know what though? I think it's because I like him so much that when I do see him I want that feeling to stay and when things get quiet again I tend to freak out for a while and then finally I get over it. I know he likes me and he's not sleeping around and that's enough for me, for now. But... I'm not letting it go on forever, I PROMISE. Even I have my limits. But for today I feel peaceful and happy :).
Also, I've been having very interesting dreams that of course I've been keeping track of. I think I'm gonna do more book reviews while I still feel like writing.
~Book Reviews~
The Secret Circle
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So, I know I'm not at the 50 page mark yet but this book is so good that I had to write about it already. So there's this girl named Cassie who is on vacation in New England and she's from California. She is sitting at the beach trying to tune out this girl who is doing nothing but talking about herself when this guy walks up with his dog. Everyone else tries to pretend that he doesn't exist but Cassie is compelled to look at him. Her friend practically forces her head down but the dog comes over and starts kissing all over her and she has no choice but to look up at him. The moment passes and the guy leaves and suddenly her friend has to leave without explanation so she takes off in the direction the guy went but she can't find him. So she's by the sea and she forms a poem in her head, well rather the words form themselves into her head and then suddenly the guy appears. He has people following him and she tells him to hide and she will cover for him, which she does. He thanks her and gives her a special rock and disappears. She just found out her gramma is sick so she and her mom will be staying in New England to take care of her, which Cassie is excited about because that means she will see that guy again.
Alright, I am going to take this book with me today, might not be going anywhere due to weather but we'll see. I can't wait to see what happens next!
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Wow. I think I'm almost done with the first book already and I very much will be if I keep sitting here reading it. So... Cassie has moved in with her grandmother and almost instantly her mom got sick. Nobody really paid much attention to her at school so she chose to sit outside where she overheard these senior girls talking about being wicked. Then this girl named sally came by and the leader, a girl named Faye, pushed her and Cassie jumped out of where she was sitting/hiding to save her life. I'm up to page 152 and this Sally person still hasn't tried to contact her to thank her for saving her life.
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