1:11pm
Hey Chels,
So, I was told I had to cleanse my tarot cards before using them (oops). So I did my newer cards first and today I am curious about what they will say for you. Kind of funny that you're the first person I think about. But I am mostly just curious as to what they will say to you. Well, just one card because that's all I'm pulling for now.
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Question: What exactly will this woman's role be in Chelsea's life who wants to have her sing with her? (actually, I'm pulling three).
Card pulled: Unconditional love/Divine mother
First impressions: considering it is reversed, I immediately think that it's pointing out to you and not me, which makes sense because you are the one I am thinking of, not myself. But the love is more like a Universe Hug, wrapping its arms around you and protecting you from any bad or negative things, giving you room to love yourself in the clearest way possible.
Card definition: I decided to pull three cards instead of one because I wanted to be as specific as possible with the current question and wanted to see what more than one card would say. It's funny that all 3 cards would be pulled in the reverse order, pointing to you and not me. But this was before I even realized that the little design on the back of the cards showed which way was up and which way was down.
Anyhow, the first card I pulled represents the attitude or frame of mind in which to approach the current situation. With that being said, you already know what the first card is and what my first impressions were. The actually definition that the book gives is as follows:
Acceptance/fulfillment/nurturing/affection:
You are a precious child of the universe. The Divine Mother is present, urging you to open your heart and drink from her cup of unconditional love. You're her beloved and treasured child. Feel her endless flow of Divine love streaming towards you. Any self-rejection or self-criticism you may be feeling at this time are wounds inflicted upon you by an unconscious world, and are not a part of your Divine soul.
The Divine Mother is working with your soul to relieve you of these psychic injuries and doubts. Let her restore you to wholeness. Divine Mother's counsel: Accept what is holy and true about you; you are a lovable and much-loved child of the universe.
The Divine Mother's love is available to you in all ways. Accept, breathe, relax, and allow her nurturing vibrations to sooth your soul. Ask her to still your doubts and insecurities. The Divine mother's message to you: "you are forever my beautiful and beloved child."
Second card pulled: deprivation/prosperity guides.
First impressions: This card is supposed to point out the best way to shift the energy to a higher vibration. What I think is so interesting about this card is that while all your friends are helping you out, there are still some people who say you are using people, which isn't the case at all. You give back in other ways and you always do things out of the goodness of your heart, not because of what is in it for you.
Card definition: withholding/paranoia/stinginess/fragility
Whether because of a sudden change of circumstance of long-held patters of lack, you may find yourself feeling overly concerned about your finances and security right now. You might be worrying that there won't be enough to meet your needs, so you're trying to conserve every penny. Your fears may even cause you to unconsciously seek others to reassure you or guarantee your needs in some way. The trouble with allowing these fears to take over is that your insecurity will be felt by others and they will step back, fearful of being "used" for your security, cheating a cycle of even more deprivation. This circle of fear and lack dries up the "well of prosperity" even further.
Happily, your prosperity guides are here to help you reverse this vibration. They inform you that hoarding or withdrawing in any way goes against the Divine Flow of the Universe, and it's the opposite of what's called for to create prosperity. The Universal laws of prosperity state that we receive what we give: the Universe does not lack, lack only exists in our minds. The true source of poverty is an indication that we're disconnected from our Divine Source, which causes low self-esteem. This is the true source of lack in any area of life, whether it's money, comfort, security, or even love.
To get back into the flow of things, your Prosperity Guides urge you to reconnect to the Source by being generous in all ways. Any stingy tendencies, even with yourself, only keep you cut off from Divine supply. Reclaim your self-esteem by recognizing that you're a trust-fund baby of the Universe -- your needs will be met easily if you open your heart to receiving the Universe's gifts. Connect to this flow by sharing what you can: a smile, a compliment, your assistance, your time. Your Prosperity Guides' message: tap into the abundance of the universe by sharing your heart.
Third card pulled: Discipline/master teacher
First impressions: this card suggests what you're overlooking and need to become more aware of in order to bring about a positive situation. I feel like this journey is being made to teach you something. I'm still unclear if this will be a big break for you or if you aren't meant for this kind of fame, but singing is in your heart and people see that. It's not just that you have a good voice and are more confident in yourself, it's that you put yourself out there and say, "hey world. My name is Chelsea and this is how I sing." And then you just do your thing. People don't really care about your persona, people care about you. But what's most important is that YOU care about You!
Card definition: whatever you desire in life can be created, but only if you're willing to do the extra work. That means no shortcuts, no bypasses, and no free lunches. The only path to success is discipline and consistency. Fortunately, your Master Teacher is present, helping you develop a heartfelt and mature work ethic by getting organized and becoming practical in your approach to achieving your goals.
Examine your heart and be willing to do what it tells you -- whatever it takes to reach your aims. If you don't know what you must do, then learn. Seek out the help of mentors and guides who specialize in your field of interest. Study and learn with an open heart and mind, and set your standards high. Your master teacher reminds you: "Mastery in any area only comes from demanding nothing less than the best from yourself."
All in all, I feel like this new journey your life is taking is meant to happen. There's a reason why that lady was there that night and why nothing else has worked out for you. Even though you're completely broke, the Universe has taught you to be generous with the things you do have and it will all come back to you. You deserve nothing but the best and it is apparent that you are finally starting to believe it!
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Ugh I felt like that took forever! I kept taking breaks to do other things. But I didn't give up and I feel so much better. Man, I hope this week goes by fast. I was supposed to go to Alex's this week but it looks like that's not happening so later tonight I will get to see Barry and maybe stay overnight (yay). I feel like I need to spring clean my room again or put some pictures up finally. When I get paid again I am getting some thumbtacks and going back to Hobby Lobby to get stuff to finish my necklace and make your charm bracelet! And also, depending on what you give me jewelry wise to remake into something else, you will be getting more than one piece. I want to make you a charm bracelet that says "I LYMTL" and have different charms on there but I also want to see what you are giving me to work with. And I'm also going to add to my own charm bracelet.
So--crap! Good thing I remembered something. I will brb.
6:29pm
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