11:36pm
Hey Chels,
Ugh I am so tired but just wanted to write you. I had my very first audition today for the psychic thing! What I mean by that is that Monique and I went to this store in Richmond last week called Howl At the Moon. Monique told the store owner about us and we set up an appointment for today so I got up early and got to Monique's around 11:30am. We did a little meditation and were on our way by 1:00pm. We had to wait until almost 3pm to start, but after some customers left she closed the store so we could read. I think Monique did most of the talking which is fine, she also took up most of the table. But I got over my tiny case of performance anxiety (basically wasn't quite sure when I could talk) and once things warmed up we really fed off each other's energies and we both got things that really showed her what we both could do. She asked if we preferred to work together or separately and how would that work if we worked together and we said we just split everything down the middle. Frankly I'm okay with anything and I think the whole thing is fun. I enjoy telling people things about themselves that not everyone knows and feeling/seeing energies of things. And I love working with Monique. She told me that the readings I've given her were some of the best ones she's ever had and I feel the same way. I've had readings where people have kept certain things from me or tried to read me but failed because I knew they were just telling me things they thought I wanted to hear. Lots of people are like that, but that's not how I roll. And, I hate to say this because you are my BFF, but Monique really gets me in a way that not everyone does. You and I can understand each other from everything we've been through. I can tell you anything and everything and I pretty much always do. But there are things about me that Monique gets more than ANYONE because she has been there, too. Feeling things (energies), being able to read strangers, people getting mad because we are right about something and no one listened, prophetic dreams, seeing the world differently, noticing things most people don't, hearing things in the back of the mind that most people would just write off, it feels great to finally be able to share these things with someone without being made to feel like I'm crazy. I'm not saying you make me feel like that. If anything, I think you have more psychic abilities than you realize. But you don't always follow what your guides are telling you. But you are doing a MUCH better job of listening than you used to.
I feel like I've grown so much (psychically) since meeting Monique. And now I know why I never sought to work with anyone else. Nobody felt right. Lol, sounds like a soul mate or something. Maybe we are soul sisters, like you and me and Beverly and me. I wish we could all be soul sisters together but oh well.
Oh, I decided to hold off on the photo journal for now but I am still going to take pictures. And not use makeup in my art but regular colored pencils. Might just go to Hobby Lobby and get some new art stuff (as if I need an excuse, lol). I've decided to write all-new poems also. I have never done this way of journal keeping before so I really hope I can keep up with it, it will definitely need more focus than just a regular journal. But I am up for the challenge. I made this nb with Beverly that I am insanely proud of (back when you and I weren't talking she and I did the nb thing for a while but she only wrote a couple of pages in the last one and she's kept it for over a year. But I will get that back soon. At any rate, I decorated the shit out of the nb. I decorated each page differently so each page was unique. It was so beautiful. What I really wish I could do is go back to my aunt's house and work in her shed but I highly doubt she would let me go up there plus she's been driving me nuts lately so I dunno if I could deal with a visit. She is so wrapped up in her work. But if I tell her that I would really like to come up because I want to use her shed to WORK, she won't leave me alone and then she will piss and moan about not getting any work done plus try and get me to take more puzzles home that I'll never work on. Umm, no thank you. I will say that I could use art/scrap booking supplies for my birthday and Christmas though so she will know what exactly to get me. Cuz I will bet she hasn't touched ANYTHING in that shed since May of last year (the last time I was up there).
Wow, it feels weird to say this but this year compared to last year is totally different. And I will tell you why... tomorrow! Sorry, I just realized what time it is and I've been babbling for almost an hour. I need to devote some time to this thing and tomorrow (Wednesday, actually today) is my last busy day of the week. So Thursday I will catch you up on whatever is on my mind and hopefully that will knock some pages out.
<3,
Rita
12:37am Oct 5th, 2011
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