August 18th, 2011

August 18th, 2011
4:23pm

Hey Chels,
I don't know long this will be because I have an enormous headache which I've had ever since my period showed up.  I guess it's back on its normal schedule.  Whee!  Not.  So, how has your week been?  Oh right, you're housesitting this week.  Monday I worked on business cards at Monique's house but then had to go home, ended up going to Barry's work with him and by Tuesday night I was feeling worse.  But in a way I'm glad because my period got here.  I hate my period but love it because it means I'm healthy.
Oh and I guess Barry found a good doctor and he now is properly medicated so I'm thinking things won't be as up and down as they have in the last few weeks.  His grandparents are paying for his health insurance, which is the one good thing they've done for him.  It's not like I would have broken up with him but it was getting to the point where he was getting mad at me over the stupidest things.  Like how was I supposed to know that right after I left that one day he'd have a crisis and need my help and then not tell me he needed me?  Sheesh.
Since I've known Barry there have been times where things are great and happy and other times when I had to scratch my head and say WTF?  But I also know he's been dealing with a lot and it can't be easy for anyone, much less someone who not only has physical health problems, he also has ADD which causes so many more problems.  Just thank goodness for a doctor who finally got him on the right medication so hopefully now he can focus better and things won't be so insane.

So, since I've been at home I have finally caught up on all these shows I had taped.  Yesterday it was Celebrity Rehab with Dr Drew and the rest of Love Bites, and today it's Love in the Wild.  I can't wait to watch America's Got Talent, but of course like with everything I have to wait until the end to watch it.  I am also excited for new shows.  I love waiting for the seasons to be over so I can watch all of them at the same time.  And that alleviates actually having to be at home to watch these shows.  I love having cable, lol.  Even though we could get Netflix for $8/month and just hook that up to the TV.  But whatever.

So. Last week Wednesday I went over to Monique's house and I don't remember why.  I remember her client, Herb, being there and she did a tarot reading for him and then he left.  Oh yeah -- I was supposed to do a healing for her because she was in a lot of pain still from the weekend.  So after that we went to Walgreens and something weird happened.  We were both standing in line when suddenly I felt something really strange.  My ears started tingling and like right behind them, it hurt to open my mouth.  But all I had eaten was chocolate.  Monique started feeling bad like she got acid reflux or something.  We were going to do a number 5 meditation and then my mom texted me asking if I could go to Meijer to pick some stuff up that she ABSOLUTELY needed for the next morning.  I was pissed because I did what she had asked of me before I left the house and she waits until after 5 to email me.  So, I have to leave.  So I go to Meijer, come home and crash.  Thursday I take my dad to go get paint samples.  He picked out this stuff called Moderne White and my uncle was happy because it was on his list of colors that he picked. So, whatever.  Friday, I went over to Monique's again.  We just visited for most of the day and I don't remember what else.  Oh yeah, I paid my dr and phone bills and then she filled up my gas tank and we dropped my car off at home and she drove me around.  We talked more business stuff and when it got late she took me home.  I dunno.. I really do like her but sometimes I feel like it's too much. I really enjoy doing Magick with her but sometimes it just takes forever.  That and I know I'm new to this whole Magick thing but I feel like I can do certain things on my own, or at least get the ball rolling.  Like Thursday night I just prayed for everyone and Friday she told me this whole big thing about how she doesn't know if the gods and goddesses she calls into her circles are the right ones.  I don't really call anyone specific into my circle besides God, and I know it's the one I've felt around me my whole life.  She doesn't really believe in the same God I do, which is fine, but I know what that energy feels like.  And I know what good vs. bad energy is.

Anywho, I am getting tired again.  Hopefully I will be up for writing later.

<3,
Me

5:33pm