12:34am
Hey Chels,
I finally did my first video blog! I think I am going to stick to the original idea of finishing this and then making video bogs until, well, until I come see you. But oh my gosh PLEASE wait until I get home to watch them, lol. I just hope I can make it interesting enough for you. I think starting with the 1st of May I will do my own version of the 30 day challenge. I'm actually excited. I also want to make a movie about my dad. But what I'm gonna end up doing is write down a bunch of questions and getting him focused to answer one thing as a time. I'm gonna try and put it on YouTube.com if I like it enough.
So, yesterday went way different than I was expecting. I get these texts from Barry saying he had all this stuff to do and no time to do it in. I offered to help get stuff from his gramma's house, walk the dog and help with laundry. But it was down pouring by the time I got there so none of it got done. We did manage to have sex though, twice. I can tell when he's feeling better or worse -- sometimes I think he is tired and doesn't want to take that long but other times he could go forever. It's great in theory but then I get sore, lol. He was talking about getting a house next year -- not anything fancy but an actual house for less money than what he pays for that teeny tiny place he lives in now. If he's talking about all that than he expects himself to live that long, I dunno how his kidneys are gonna do but I'm hoping he gets all the rest he needs so they can get better.
We also talked about best friends, like what constitutes that word. Apparently this girl, Jenelle, keeps calling him for whatever reason. She says he is her best friend, but he doesn't feel that way towards her. I felt that way about Kristie. She would call me her best friend, but in my head I'm like, "what best friend only talks to me every 4 months?" OMG this thought just popped into my head -- what if Mike (Osiris Rising) was a spy for Brian? Like, maybe that's why he was trying to convince me to go to the weding. Ew!
Anyhow -- I think of every one of my friends -- you, Alex, Emily, Geoff, and Bev especialy -- as my best friends. Barry is up there and he definitely has qualities that would make him best friend material, but I don't think we are quite there yet. {I think everyone has friends, but there's always that one that stands out. Either you've known her the longest or you've been through hell and back or you can be yourself around this person in a way you can't around most everyone else. They are your "go to' person, the first person you call when you need to feel less alone. Also, this person is very special and beneficial to your life. If the one person you hold in highest esteem is not any of these things, something is wrong.}
1:38pm
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8:11pm
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Whee what a day! I am so freaking happy right now I could plotz (I dunno what it means but it's a Jewish phrase). Telling my mom wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. My trip has to be either the 1st or 2nd week of June instead of the 3rd but I am fully okay with that :D. I know we will have so much fun on this trip. This is everything I wanna do:
--dinner/margarita/nighttime beach night (prolly first night)--Thursday
--photoshoot/beach day/karaoke -- Friday
--mall/star bucks/kennel club --Saturday
--pool/margarita day -- Sunday
--photoshoot/goodbye -- Monday. (giving of notebooks day).
I'm sure there is more stuff you want to do so we will put our lists together and come up with a spectacular short visit. It sucks that we have to schedule our fun time but I'd rather do that than waste time thinking of stuff to do. I would rather have a schedule to stick to.
This is all before I go back to work, too. Eep I'm so excited!
<3, me
8:34pm
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11:41pm
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Hey Chels,
Ack I'm so bored! I'm usually at Barry's but he is probably sleeping, I haven't heard from him for a while. My poor baby is tired. I don't really know what to write about tonight, which is strange. I feel like I'm all tapped out. Or maybe it's just writer's block?
Easter!
12:00am
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