10:49am
Hey Lady!
Including today we got 5 more days and excluding it we got 4! Just 4 more days and I will be in sunny Florida with my dearest friend (you). I can't freaking wait because it has been way too fucking long since we saw each other.
I was trying to get some more room on my computer and I came across the video I had made for you and looking back on it, the happiest time I had was when I was outside of the apartment, either at the pool or the beach. Watching the beach video made me so excited that I finally get to try out my new camcorder. I cannot wait. I love the video on my digital camera but whenever I zoom in it gets grainy. So, my digital camera will be used strictly for pictures and the camcorder strictly for videos. And I am so going to bring my laptop because there is no way I'm missing any moment, ooh unless I can buy a USB port thing and just use that to save all my stuff. I could hook it up to ur computer and then put all my stuff on it and then erase it from ur computer so it doesn't add more memory. Hmmm, or I could get a second memory card? I dunno. I don't want to spend any money that I don't have to. I think I'm gonna go through my computer and defrag it and get rid of any programs I don't use and delete any old Ryan stuff that I know is hiding somewhere.
I am kind of worried. I feel like my infection is gone but I'm still sore down there. Could be from peeing so much. I know this sounds bad but like, when I'm done with these antibiotics I don't want to drink so much water. I am just sore and I want to give myself a chance to heal. Like a real chance. Except I still need to be on the defensive with the yogurt and cranberry juice, at least for a while. I feel like maybe I could escape a yeast infection and I am going to try my best to. The good news is, it doesn't feel like the bladder infections I got last year that wouldn't go away. I think I just got this because it was an opportunistic infection and in a way I'm thankful that I didn't have to finish the erythromycin. Eek holy crap! This lightning/thunder combo just scared the shit out of me!
Wow, I am almost finished with this, kinda sad. But I'm happy that I get to get a new one and decorate it with pictures of us. I almost want to get something different, like an actual journal, but I dunno. I like the notebook better because it doesn't look like a journal so people won't be so nosey, plus you can fit so much more stuff in it because of the spirals.
I can't wait to see your nb, when it's finished of course. I wanted to bring a nb on the trip, but I got a much better idea. I want us to make a scrapbook and when it's done I am going to make a copy of it, if not at Kinko's then at the library and send it to you. I'm gonna see how much it would be to make a Kinko's copy vs. doing it myself. Also, I have to finish this book I started writing about you. I started it when I was still really pissed off at you but as time went on I just kind of went in a completely different direction. I still dunno if I would let you read it, I tried not to be hurtful but I did speak the truth, at least of how I felt, and I dunno if I would be okay with you reading it. But maybe if you ever come visit, I can show it to you. Ooh oh I can make a video! Lol that would be nuts.
Alright, back to Dawson's Creek! I'm on season 3 already. I am trying to pick a favorite season but they are all awesome in their own way.
Love,
Me
11:28am
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