11:37pm
Hey Chels!
Wowza, longest weekend ever. I could just type this out but fuck it. I am gonna wait another week and then print all those notes out. I decided I'm gonna only print stuff out every two weeks. Dunno why I picked that, maybe so I only have to use the printer twice a month because it gets exhausting having to wait to write. But I'm gonna try writing about different stuff so you won't get the same thing twice. Like if you get one part of the story in one place but I don't finish it, chances are I wrote it on my iPod (or vice versa). I know you're smart enough to follow all that, but you know me. Whenever I make a plan to do something I HAVE to write it out first. Maybe so it makes sense to me? I dunno. Oh and also, I want to make sure I still have room to put the iPod entries in here so I don't want too much time to go by before putting them in here.
Okay, so the last time I wrote I was at Monique's house. I ended up staying overnight because I didn't have the energy to drive home in the storm. It was crazy -- there was even hail. I haven't seen hail in a long time. After we did the past life regression thing, we went to dinner (Subway), and when we came back we sat at the dining room table and ate. After her mom went upstairs, we did the spirit board. That thing is so awesome. We talked to this guy named William for a while and then I wanted to talk to Joe. And he actually came through. I said I don't blame him for what happened and he said, "kill guilt." and I said, "I know, but I don't blame you." And he wrote "guilt" again. I asked him if he was at peace and he said, "yes." I said, "Good, I want you to be at peace and happy," and he said, "yes," again. I asked if he watches over me at all and he said, "day and night." I was like, "awwww!" And he kept repeating it. I said that it was you who saw/heard what Brian did to me and you were the one who pushed me to get out of there and get home safe and he said, "yes." See, when I was getting my stuff ready to leave, I knew it wasn't just me, I was getting help. Because I couldn't have held it together on my own. I said, "I love and miss you" and before he left I swear I felt him kiss me on the cheek.
I really do wish I would have gotten a chance to know him in person. But I know that he still comes to everyone and I love that he still watches over me. As long as it's not hindering anything, I hope he always will.
After that we talked to her friend, Mary, who was saying that she didn't like her husband's new wife. And we talked to her friend's brother, Kevin, who killed himself. He actually crossed over while we were talking to him! At first he was afraid because he thought that he couldn't cross over because he had killed himself. And he didn't want to return to Earth right away (reincarnation, which I'm not sure I believe in). But we just kept saying there is peace in the light and his loved ones are there and he can still talk to us and watch over his family. It was nuts. Ugh, I have more to write but I need to lay down.
Love,
Me
12:24pm
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