1:00am
I am so mad. I am mad at Mike. I really am. A part of me feels really silly for this, like I shouldn’t waste my energy. And obviously I won’t be sharing this with anyone… but you know… he builds himself up about how good he is and whatnot and we see each other twice and he doesn’t even give me a chance or whatever… I dunno. That night was a whole mix of things. Of things I liked, new experiences, of things I wish I had done over a little bit. But hey this is real life. You can’t just expect things to go exactly the way you pictured it, especially if you don’t really know that person; just getting to know them. I was a little uncomfortable just because it wasn’t exactly private. And I seriously do not know why he’s willing to let a chance go by because of one evening. We’re still getting to know each other. I just want to know what in the hell is going on through his head. But… I’m just trying to let it slide because he is still very immature in a lot of ways. Mostly I’m sick of writing about him.
1:18am
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