2:54pm
So... yeah.
I called my bank today which proved to be useless. And then I called my credit card company. That actually helped. Applied for yet another job at Care.com. I hope someone calls me! Tomorrow I am going to the DMV to get my IL registration and also register to vote. I am praying that I get a job soon. I might just let my bank account slide until I find a job. Whatever!
Anyways, last night was... interesting to say the least. Around 8 I get the urge to text Mike since I hadn't heard from him in a couple days. I actually ended up going over to his house. It was pretty nice actually. After a while of making out I had to slow it down. It wasn't anything he did it was just like... wow I'm making out with somebody who has literally spent the last 16 years in my head. He asked if it was because I hadn't been with anyone in a while. I couldn't say what I had been through but I assured him that wasn't it.
For now I don't want to tell anyone cuz the last thing I need is for people to be worrying about me. But all I have to say is that it felt good to be with somebody and not have to worry about anything. For now this is just between me and him. And if it doesn't work out I don't have a million people feeling sorry for me.
3:17pm
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3:28pm
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Oh yeah I forogt one little detail. When I was over at Mike's last night, someone texted me. And yep, it was Ryan. Was kind of awkward but it was alright. Plus he had admitted to being a bit of a slut when I left so... yeah. I dunno. I guess he still misses me. I guess I am just that missable. When he told me he missed me I didn't feel the same way about him. Just an observation.
3:57pm
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