9:50pm
So… the plane ticket is bought. I think I’m gonna tell my mom where I’m planning on staying so she knows I’ll be safe. Even if I bump into someone I know, I don’t care. It’s my life.
I still feel weird having Chelsea back in my life. I feel weird about not telling her about Ryan. If we ever do work out, eventually I will have to tell her. The thing is… I never even thought I would have any of these types of feelings for him, and the only reason why I continued to talk to him was for her. But then she and I got into this huge fight which royally pissed me off, and frankly I feel like what happened happened. I didn’t want to get back at her but I figured it wouldn’t matter since she was never gonna talk to me again. I didn’t even break up with Brian because of Ryan… I was going to anyway. I am just gonna keep my mouth shut. When Chelsea hurt me the last time… that part of the relationship was over. I’m gonna do what I want and maybe one day the truth will come out. But she missed her chance with him the moment she called David her boyfriend.
So… my dad bought me a new computer today. I tried to make the dell work but it just won’t work. No wireless, not even the dial up connection will work. So I am praying that this new one will work. I’m sick of having to use the computer in 10 second increments all the time. I am gonna go to Best Buy tomorrow to pick it up and if it doesn’t work, I’m giving up on the whole computer thing.
I can’t wait to start my job on Monday!! Finally, I get to have my own money. And when I close my account I’ll be able to pay all my bills and finally get my life back. Whee!
10:09pm
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