10:13pm
So, I told my mom. I told her and she completely flipped out on me. I appreciate her concern but come on. He’s not exactly a stranger to me. The thing that pisses me off is the fact that she was the one that told me that if it was meant to be we would work things out. and then she completely attacks me when I tell her where I’ll be. Ryan was cool about it though, he said if she wanted to call him and talk he’d be okay with that.
Look, I know I don’t know that much about his life. But I’ve known about him for the past 6 years of my life. And if I want to know something I ask. But I don’t need to know his life story. I am planning on taking it extremely slow with him. If it’s gonna be love, it will grow. And if it doesn’t that is fine, too. but I just got out of a relationship. I am not ready for the drama of another one. But I do feel a whole lot better about the whole thing. Being honest with my mom. And she has not said one word about it. I think she realized that I’m gonna do what I want. And everything will be fine. Seriously, I have as much of a chance of running into some crazy person here as I do going to see one. But I’m still going to see him and I plan on having a completely awesome trip considering this could be it for a while.
10:30pm
No comments:
Post a Comment