6:40pm
Ack I am so… I could pull my hair out. Ryan got a call from a 630 number today. I checked it out and the number is from La Grange Park, IL. I only know one person who lives there, my Cihak family. Now, on Halloween I told my mom that I was staying with Ryan and she flipped out. We haven’t said anything to each other about it and I thought we were cool but if I find out that she went behind my back and found his # and had some friend of hers call it, I will be pissed. I am 26 years old. I have survived this long without getting sold into white slavery or getting whored out. My mom should feel honored that I told her what my plans were. I won’t say anything about it, but if the number calls him again I’m gonna do something about it. I really hope my mom is an innocent party in all of this and I’m just being paranoid. Cuz if she went behind my back… that is it for me telling her anything. Although I have gotten 2 strange phone calls in the past month or so… so I dunno what in the heck is going on. Actually, I got a call from Mark Hall (my cousin on my dad’s side) that was out of the blue 3 weeks after he came to visit us so… pfffft.
I understand my mom is being protective but come on. She felt horrible after going through my stuff when I was talking to Ted. So why would she just go behind my back like this? I am really glad I erased certain pics from my album and phone.
In other news, I think Ryan wants me to be his girlfriend. I am happy that he still likes me but I am not ready for a full-blown serious relationship yet. So… I’m glad that it’s long distance, will give me the right kind of space I need to figure out my heart.
I’m just not going to worry about the phone call for a while. I’m gonna give my mom the benefit of a doubt. If she’s doing a background check, I will just let her do what she has to do. But I’m praying that she has nothing to do with it. I’m still going to be her daughter and hopefully I won’t be disowned or something.
Well… it’s time for me to get going. Gotta go eat and then off to Kohl’s for long-sleeved stuff.
I know my mom is more honest than this and she won’t go behind my back and invade my privacy. And I really hope that that’s the truth.
Bye for now!!
7:05pm
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