8:09pm
Ack! I am so flustered I could scream. I didn’t hear from Ryan at all today. I called and left a message. I haven’t heard from him since yesterday afternoon. I dunno what his problem is. I want to know that we’re okay before I buy stuff for the trip, if there still is one. I will be so sad if this trip doesn’t happen, because I was looking forward to seeing him. I just dunno… first with the asking him if he was serious about what he said, then him making out with some random girl, then me telling him I was hanging out with a boy till 4am even though nothing happened. Well I called and told him to either call or text when he wanted to so… I hope he does want to. It would be really sad to get this far just to have something happen and everything fall apart. I was right there with him about the non-serious relationship so… I am not understanding what in the hell is happening here. I need some answers, dammit! I hope I at least hear from him this week.
Ack!
8:22pm
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