Dear Notebook--
It is late and I am very angry as I write this. I wasn't angry before I called Ryan but now I am FUMING. And Chelsea told me that if I'm upset I should write it out before I sleep and I agree.
I understand that Brian is tired and cranky but taking it out on me is NOT cool. This is not the first time it's happened; in fact it's becoming a weekly occurance. Ugh it is so annoying! If I am tired and cranky and I don't mean to be I at least apologize for it so people know I'm not my right mind. But suddenly he doesn't want to apologize to me in front of his buddy? What the fuck is going on? And I don't deserve this shit. This is someone I have given my heart and soul to and he's driving like a maniac yelling at people and shit and he doesn't want to say something? Ugh I don't even know what to say I'm tired and cramping like there's no tomorrow so this is definitely not helping.
--Rita
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